The World of ZT & Jes

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2007-09-09T11:55:00.000+08:00

finally after so long i came to blog again...hahaha...aniwae dar is still slping, waiting for her to wake up so can go for breakfst...RAWR...FYPJ started le...gonna be quite bz...sry dar...dun haf as much time to pei u...i will miss u de...hehe...drop by for sum random ranting...till nxt time....

our 28th anniversary

2007-06-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

Today is baobei and dar dar's 28th Anniversary!!!! yeah!!!! dun noe this is the how many days liao.. not bother to count too.. hehe.. looking forward to the 999th together leh.. hehe.. so happy, today went to compass point to eat sakae sushi, it was delicious man!!! sooooo many sushi to choose from, and the main dish to celebrate our anniversary was the "fried tofu" hehe.. dar counted, he eat a total of 7 of them today.. only ate till abt 70% full la.. cant continue on, cos u noe.. (a woman's gd fren)

After the lunch, we went to the arcade to take a look, wanted to play the basketball bt sis say is too kiddy. next dar proceed to buy my present.. he noe i am eyeing for the pouch for quite some time liao so he decided to buy it for me today.. if i gt the time i will take a photo of it and post it on the blog.. it is a pink pouch wif a pink chain.. too pinky rite, hehe. bt it is ok, it was from dar!!! later the auntie oso gave me a discount so another happy tink for me!!!

went to fetch my little cousin en wei, took her home and u noe wad!!! she is goin to star a short film tml!!! our little star tml.. hehe.. excited!!! cant wait to see her act tml.. will record it down and post it on the blog one day la.. if dar noes how to do it la.. kk.. tt's all for today will continue on tml la.. hehe..

Combine posts.... grandparents and dar dar

2007-06-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

i noe my blog may seems a bit deserted already, it has been really a long time since i blogged. opps!!! sry to those who came to my blog and seen no new posts.. so i am goin to do a combine posts for these few months. it may be a bit long so pls bear with me for a while.

sch has re-opened for abt 2 mnths liao, all i can say is BUSY! BUSY! and BUSY! nothing else but these 3 big words. so many projects and tut to do. i am goin to faint soon.. ica 1 are over and now proceeding on to ica 2 which is the group projects.

now is my 2 weeks holiday, and i can tell you this a really good resting time for me man!!! hehe.. u noe wad i did most of my time, i tink many pple already guessed it.. tt is to SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!! yeah man!!! that is the most fav tink to do other den meeting dar dar everyday.. hehe.. can slp for at least 12 hours a day leh.. hehe.. hiya nothing to be proud of rite?!

for e past one week i have meeting dar everyday, every hour, every minute and every second, before i sleep i get to see dar, wen i wake up in the morning i oso get to see dar.. yes yes, correct correct, i went to dar hse to stay and dar went to my hse to stay.. hehe.. still i enjoy my time with dar so much!!! dar dar i love you!!! *kisses* den i realise one tink from tt 1 week, i do not cherish him tt much, i kept asking him to do alot of tink for me.. only till friday den i realise i took him for granted.. i jus wanna say, "dar dar thx for doing all the tinks for me!!! i noe i haf been throwing alot of tantrums, thx for tolerating me k!!!"

actually before tis post i had another post abt my grandparents. one of the sat i accompanied my grandfather to the dentist, only den i noe he could not even walk or stand properly. he needed someone beside him, i held his hands and arms real tight to noe tt his hands are quite cold. i asked dar, "why grandpa's hands are so cold?", he said "cos he is old already" den i realise i did not hold his hands for quite some time. grandpa held my hands real tight, he was really afraid tt he might fall, even for such short walking distance he even had to took a taxi. now i noe, he is really old, he cant even afford to walk such a short distance.

i accompanied him home, felt like talking to my grandmother, i looked at her, i called her. she could not response, she lay there looking at me, trying her very best to recall who i am. i noe who could not recognise me anymore, bt i noe deep inside her she knew i was her elder grand daughter, the one who used too send to sch wen she was young. i rember one of the photo taken was before my grandma had a stroke. she carried me on my birthday, blew out the candles and cut the cake with me. she used to be a bit a plump, now she is so thin compared to the past. *HEARTACHE* den i saw her leg, there was a big blister on her leg, i tell you no lies a REAL BIG ONE!!!. so big tt you cn nv imagine!!!! hw scary it is!!!

i CRIED.. very badly.. i noe she is in pain bt there is nothing i can do, i felt a really sharp pain in my heart. i controlled, bt my tears started rolling down, i noe these tears are not becos i am sad, bt becos i am touched and they bring back alot of memories. dar oso cried wen he tot of his grandma, at least my grandma is still ard, unlike dar. they are the ones who loved us so much, brought us up wen we were young, now they are either in another world, or is lying on the bed. we nv learnt to notice them until one day wen sometink really happen. so i told myself i will look at them more often before it is too late. in the past they are the ones who looked after us, now we should be ones looking after them.

pple i hope wen u read this post you will take notice of your grandparents or parents. they are old already.. look at them more often k...

CONFUSED

2007-04-12T00:22:00.000+08:00

listening to our blog song... tot of the tinks tt happen for the past few days... it is jus three days of working and i cant take it anymore.. it is not abt the work, it is more of the pple.. i dun noe hw to put it, it is jus like tt...

our work place is OLIO located at suntec at B1.. it was introduced by dar's fren, so we gt in on during our first interview.. the pay was ok, the pple hiya... there are really many nice pple there, i worked there for the past 3 days, den i oso gt to noe more of them. today gt kind of said by one of the part timer.. he said my shirt was to crumpled, bt the manager said it was not really my fault, cos of the material of the shirt.. no matter hw many times u iron, it will still be crumpled at the end. i gt a tip frm my supervisor today, is to iron it wen the shirt is half dry.

i cried jus now, cos dar almost fainted wen we were crossing the road jus now. (btw the time now is 12.27am) dar ended work at 11pm, i waited for him and came home wif him. staying over at his hse tonite.. he was tooooooo tired today, he gt giddy in the train, den dar started having cold sweat... i dun noe wad tt means, bt i noe dar is very tired, judging frm the way he is walking and toking, i noe he is not feeling so well. luckily we haf a off day tml, dar said if he doesn't haf one, he will jus die man!!! serious here leh..

dar is back here alreadi.. i will stop bloggin for the moment.. tt's all.. will update real soon...

New Blogskin!!

2007-04-08T19:40:00.000+08:00

Muahaha...i m the co-owner of the blog - ZhenTing...so long since i blog le...aniwae...i juz changed the blogskin...hope all of u who frequent here will like it...aniwae both me n jesvin found work le...she shld b tokin more abt it...aniwae...i love my darling...
^_____^ stay happy always!!~

2007-04-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

took a min or two to tink abt wad had happen these few days... returned from genting abt 3 days ago... meet some of my frens already and passed them the gift.. now i am sitting infront of my com and tot abt the unhappy tinks tt happened. den i realise i do not haf much happy memories. the pple ard me do not seems to be enjoying their environment, many irritating tinks seems to be happening ard them...

firstly, would be my genting... i looked forward to the trip to genting, to realise i put too much hope already. e first day i reached there we waited for 2 hours b4 we got our room, jus wen i tot i could rest, den the room sucks! it is either too creepy, if not has some dead corkroach smell. this matter made my second sis unhappy and she demanded to change the room no matter wad!!! being affected by the bad rooms. my dad was down at the casino. there it started it bad luck...

at abt 12pm wen went for a change of rooms, this time we better rooms, it was 2 connecting rooms. finally our moods change for the better. my parents went to their casino and we went for our shopping.. shopping was fun den i heard from my mum tt my dad was down at the casino. so i prayed hard tt he could win back all his money. so 2 days at genting it was mainly shopping. on the 2nd day we went to e same place again, this time was to get gifts for my frens!!! dar saw a gun tt catches his eyes, after getting e gifts, my sisters and dar decided tt they wan e gun so they bought 4 altogether.

another day was gone, it was time for dinner again, we showed my parents e tinks tt we bought. everytink was fine until they saw the gun, my dad made a very big fuss abt it, he sad we are not allowed to bring back to SG the guns tt we bought. i was shocked, b4 we buy i asked e vendor if i could bring it back to SG, they said ok so tt's why i bought 4, now my dad is telling me i cant bring it back. i was shocked and sad... i believe dar too... in e end my dad brought us down to e shop again and had it exchanged, i was too embarrassed to tok so i leave e toking to dad.. we exchanged e guns for some display set.

our moods was dampened, so i did not tok much.. it was such a boring and silent nite.. den we went back to our rooms n play cards, den my mum came back to tell us tt dad was flat this time... OMG!!! daddy is FLAT!!! u noe wad tt means?? means my dad had no more ringtt... being penniless in some other country is such a bad tink!!!! okok.. wad made the day worst was, on our way home in e coach, some kids were on e it too.. half way during the journey they started vomiting!!! initially i could hold on, after long i could no longer tolerate e smell, i started showing signs of vomit, i did my best to control still i could not help it. dar kind of say me and i was kind of angry tinking why doesn't he understand me.. during the journey i did not tok to him i jus kept sleeping...

continue on tml....

2007-03-14T10:56:00.000+08:00

nana boy!!! aka lao wu!!! ni hai wo!!!! now i gt to tink 6 weird tinks abt myself actually i cant tink of any leh... okok let me start now

1. i tok very loud and cn tok alot.. i tink i noe why, cos my parents oso tok very loud too! my family has the trend of toking very loud leh.. haha..

2. i cn work very well at nite, i tink i am an owl cos i tink at nite is the best time for the mind to work.. tt's only applicable to me la..

3. i need to sleep at 12-15 hours a day!!! i noe i am a pig la.. my record tt time was i slept from 12am -3pm (how many hours is tt?)

4. before i sleep i am not allowed to touch anytink, eg, once i touch the paper i must wash my hands, if i touch the newspaper i need to wash with soap, if i use the com b4 i sleep i need to wash my hands again... i must touch nothing b4 i sleep.. (is tt consider weird??)

5. i must DEFINITELY wash my legs!!! this is a must jus like brushing ur teeth, i must do it everyday and must wash a few times. everytime i step into the house, the first tink i must do is WASH MY LEGS AND HANDS!!!

6. lastly, (the big bread) also known as pampers, i bet many of my gals frens noes wad is tt.. they all say it is too big like bread and pampers like.. bt i tink it is fine leh.. i dun tink it is funny to use such a big. the best tink it is so comfy and i need not change, it cn last me for a day u noe!!!

hey hey i tot i would be having a headache tinking of the 6 weird tinks abt myself, bt after typing out i realise tt all these jus come out so simple leh.. i tink i just took abt 10-15mins to rite all the 6 tinks above leh.. hehe.. this is fun leh.. hehe.. unlike carol and nana, they all took quite some time to come out wif all these. maybe i am born to be weird la.. maybe i dun even need time to tink and i noe these weird tinks abt me liao.. it seems to be like a piece of a cake to me!!! haha!!!
okok tt' s all for now. bt i still left out one tink la.. DEAR I LOVE U!!! *muacks and hugs* hehe...

2007-03-12T10:44:00.000+08:00

SO SUAY!!!! today jus now kana caught by cindy soh for playing badminton.. i oso dun noe wad to say leh.. me and zen was only tinking of doin sometink to kill the time, we were not even playing in the first place, bt den who noes la we still kana caught la..

we might even be issued a warning letter leh.. i dun i dun noe.. this feeling is not gd and i dun like it.. i hate this kind of feeling if the time cn go back i hope tt we wont kana caught bt all is too late liao. it spoilt me and zen's day today.. i dun tink i even haf the mood to do anytink today liao.. i noe it will affect my grade already.. bt i dun noe.. i feel no gd la..

the aftermath:
jennifer tan called us for a tok... we sat infront of her and she started asking us lots of qns.. all we cn do is to ans them carefully and properly. other den tt i haf no idea wad cn we still do. i dun understand why is holding a racket and swaving it an offence. wad cindy soh said was tt many pple walk by and if the director walk past it will affect the image of BSU. like wad i told ms tan we did not play it as if we nv finish our work. we are working on our report, we did our part first b4 we play la... hiya i dun noe la..

according to her she is goin to hold on to our warning letter and see hw is our conduct first den decide whether she is goin to give it to us ant.. she said sometink which i tink is very funny, "i am very disappointed in u two" i dun agree cos i dun tink we made a very serious mistake la...

tt's all i wanna say i will update soon again la..

2007-03-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

i need some time alone....

dear, my frens suddenly seems like a stranger to me. nothing seems rite suddenly, i jus do not fit in today.

i started asking myself
"is it really sunshine after rain??"
"is it really over wen the darkest moment has passed??"
"is it really time for me to be happy??"

these few qns started appearing in my mind, i am so engrossed in it tt i even forget to do my tinks. it links to the rain these few days, it was raining in the morning, den in the late afternoon it stopped. at 5pm it started raining again, jus wen i tot it would be sunshine after tt. it jus explains my feelings for the past 1 week. i started doubting myself, i wonder am i crazy or wad?? i haf no idea.

the other day i was looking thru at the posts in my blog, i wonder the posts are mainly happy or unhappy. i jus could not find the ans. this blog may not be really active cos i do not blog frequently. to me i jus blog as and wen i like, so the posts may be jus 70 odds posts. i tried looking thru it and tired to recall all tt is in the each posts.

for today, everytink jus does not seems rite. it did not started well in the morning, jus wen i tot all would be well, another tink jus popped up. i dun noe wad to say. frankly speaking i tried running away frm it hoping tt nothing has happen, however it does not appear to be in my way. after all the tinks tt had happened, i do not haf the urge of telling my close frens wad had happened to me. i could not explain to them wad is wrong wif me, cos me myself oso dun noe wad is it. i wanted to tell dear, bt i do not haf the courage cos i am afraid of repeating history. the same process jus goes on, tell dear my prob, he do not bother or not listening or he will say "u tink too much already", he feels guilty, quarrel, den say the truth, lastly patch. i am not sure of hw many times we haf been goin thru these. so now i started wondering if i shld share wif him my probs and let him console me, or shld i jus speak to someone who is more mature den me.

this blog seems to be jus like my own blog now, it was initially created for the both of us. now i tink it is more of MY blog already. i doubt i will tell dear later on the phone, cos i haf no courage of goin thru the same process already. i am scared... maybe one day he will read this post and find out himself. i hope so. pls give the strength to be happy and may nothing come into my mind. i wanna enjoy myself at BSU...

2007-02-25T01:02:00.000+08:00

the world of darkness starts to arise, it covers the bright and sunny sky. Awaiting before me is fear and loneliness, physically and mentally i am not prepared for it. i cant believe this is happening, and i hate it!!!!

the word is "scared", i totally do not understand why today pple ard me are quarrelling...
firstly is my 3rd sis, she said sometink tt made my dad real angry. they quarrelled, den my dad left the hse looking gloomy and fierce. i tink my mum was dragged into the situation too.

den i went dinner wif dear, on our train journey, dear called his mum to confirm the station tt we are alighting. i believe she cant hear wad dear was saying cos it was too noisy in the train. they hang up the ph and dear continue playing his DS. a few mins later, his mum called again, she insisted tt we go over to her cabin to look for them. dear was quite angry cos he was reluctant to gif our seats, yet in the end we still had too.so we went over and dear realised tt we had to stand so he kind of shouted at his mum in front of his mum's fren. his mum even said, u better dun gif me tt kind of face. i told to gif in, and we almost ended up quarrelling. so i decided not to bother anymore.

after dinner dear and me went to bugis to walk walk. dear bought a 3 quats, which i tot it was very nice. so he bought it. den we went to kino and we oso went to take neo print. i tink the pic was nice la!!!

finally we all shopping was done, dear fetched me home. later in the nite, suddenly i hear some shouting again. and this time is my dad and mum, i heard him mentioning sometink abt, i ask to eat u done wan!!! den my dad slam the door and went in to watch his soccer. i was left standing there, looking blankly wondering wad has happened. sis came and ask me wad happened, i could not ans as i haf no idea too. so i went to bathe, den guessed i hear shouting again. my dad is asking for pandol, my mum said dun noe and he was pissed off. he called my aunt to get it. wen i heard his voice again, he said " even if die oso no one will bother rite!" and he slam the door again.

i tried to express my concern bt he does not bother so i do not wan to care anymore. let them settle themselves. for now i just wanna be happy wif dear and all tt.. i dun wan to tie myself down wif tinks. kk.. tt's all for now.. till the next story comes again!!!

2007-01-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

For the past one week, i dun tink i haf enjoyed it. i tink maybe i am too unlucky alr.. tt's why i am passing all the bad ones to dar. he is now so unlucky too. the students tt he took today at the open hse, and also his internet. i can say he is really jus too unlucky. this has been the second time that he cant log on to the internet. now he has to wait for another 1 month to be able to use the internet properly. i really pity him.

now i am so sad by the news tt i received jus now, actually dar was supposed to go out wif us today den cant make it cos his sis is having high fever. he needs to stay at home to look after her. becos of tt it has destroyed our plans. i am really sad la!!! i am like looking forward for this day to come. finally me and dar cn go out and shop den end up i haf go myself. this is misery. i hate it man! i dun noe if shld i be happy if dar is coming to stay tml. i dun look forward to it anymore.

the more excited i am, the more disappointed i will be if the thing cant come thru. and also for the past 2 days i am doing the survey for open hse. the first day was tiring, cos we had to stand from 1.30pm to 6pm to ask pple to do the survey. i bet you pple out there shld noe tt not all survey are really tt gd. the pple u meet is also very weird one. they either are very rude to you, if not they will ask you weird qns. i haf encountered all of these. helping out at the open hse was fun, at least i get to noe more pple, i got to noe some of the rtm students, den the 4 DBI students. they are actually year 3 students goin to graduate after this tep attachment. enjoyed the times wif them. the fun and laughter, peace and joy!! hehe..

for the past one week i haf been sick, i tot my flu might jus recover in jus one day, but who noes it took more den a wk. i dun noe wen will i be well, even my third sis got well already. i jus wonder wen will i get.. dun feel like goin out tml. no excitement for tml's programme already. let's see how it goes tml la...

2007-01-02T20:59:00.000+08:00

on the 28th of Dec is my 2nd sis birthday.. hehe.. we celebrated it for her at the V8 cafe.. yummy the food was nice leh!!! it is located at bugis junction pple u cn try it too!!! me, dear and my third sis went there too!!! we gave her a mini surprise hehe.. i hope she enjoyed it..

before her birthday we went for a wedding dinner at fullerton hotel.. wow this is my first time stepping into the hotel.. all i cn say is tt the hotel is grand man, they had this ballroom which was big. i am not too sure how big was the room, all i noe is tt i dun tink i see whr is the end of the room. hehe.. maybe i am too short to see it too.. the dinner was nice jus the amount was too little la.. hiya.. i tink in the end not all of us had a full dinner. end up went home to eat chocolate. omg!!! growing fat liao!!

*ps: pple tell me the truth do i look nice in tt hat??? pls reply in my tagboard cn?? thx!!*

2007-01-02T01:34:00.000+08:00

time passes by very fast.. it is the year 2007 already.. in a typical start of the year, we need to have some resolutions and oso conclude the year 2006. i dun haf much memory for year 2006, cos all i noe is tt i am very busy from oct to dec. i haf been calling at tt point of time. the other deep impression is probably preparing for the semstral exam.. it is for the year 2 sem exams. struggling la.. anw all i noe is tt all is over.

i did not start off very well for the start of the year 2007, this makes me tink back abt my horoscope being the most unlucky one this year.. (sob sob Ah qi!!! i tink we need to go si ma lu to pray liao!!! hehe...) comments made by some pple hurt me as well as some small conflict. i noe dear feel very bad abt, but wad cn he do abt it. the mouth are theirs, there is nothing we juniors cn do.

i tink dear must be enjoying himself now. unlike me, sitting in front of the com and blogging. i dun noe hw he felt abt the matter, i haf no wish to comment abt it. (ps* pple dun ask me abt it ok!!!*)

sometink happy coming up, dear's birthday coming up liao, and so is carol's!!! dear is on the 11th of Jan same as my parents' anniversary, while carol's is on the 26th of Jan!!! hehe.. carol feel privileged?? i rember ur birthday leh!! hehe.. anw tt's all i wanna blog today la.. hehe.. ica coming up liao it is again busy busy busy.. cant wait to go BSU to meet all my csc frens again!!! looking forward leh!!!

2006-12-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

hey pple i am back on the net liao!!! my net is finally done... 2wks of torture u noe.. no internet, i cant watch current favourite show which is "hua yang shao nian shao nu" it is not "nu" la.. cos got no dots for me to put on top of the "u" so tt's why la.. hehe.. is it actually woman, oso known as "hana kimi" it is orignated from a jap comic..

this kind of drama is best for pple like who dun read comic la.. so tt i cn get closer to the comics la.. happy!!!

2006-11-30T10:26:00.000+08:00

this post is dedicated to chee yong and his fren chang long who is in the icu unit!!!

wad a sad news i received last nite, and only till this morning tt i totally noe wad happen. so poor tink... last nite chee yong called and he asked me if i could go out late at nite. as it was his fren who was involved in a car accident and is now in the icu. i was wondering wad is the matter, den he continued on by asking if i cn drive him there? i totally do not understand wad he is toking abt. i told i dun even haf a driving licsence den how do i haf a car?? den he realised he called the wrong number.

to tink i still tot i was all a joke, i did not realise the importance of this matter until i heard from my supervisors and frens. chee yong himself came down jus now too, i asked him abt it. he still looks fine and cheery, but i noe deep down inside him he is feeling very sad. wad a tragic. the only fortunate tink tt we shld be happy abt is his condition is not as worst as the gal who was with him too. the malay gal who was with him suffered even more serious injuries den him. she past away wen she was at the hospital at 11.15am. see i could even rember the time, hehe...

even though i do not know him, still i hope tt he will get well soon!!! he is now in the icu unit, all we can do now is to pray for him to get. hope tt chee yong will be tt upset and must still be as happy as ever!! so tml we decided to cancel our kbox to visit chang long. i hope all the concern tt we give will help him to get well!!!

2006-11-27T09:36:00.000+08:00

i cn finally rest this week.. suddenly dun noe wad to say la.. cos i am like so lost now.. now i am seated at my own seat looking at my inbound mates.. they are so busy and i am like slacking here.. hehe.. this is funny rite. cos i oso dun noe wad to say..

today i am on flexi today and oso on thurs as well as thurs... and tt stupid lei gong!!! poon chee yong is not confirm whether is he goin ant.. idoit la!!! hehe.. chee yong go la.. i already booked 6 places liao leh.. oh yes, recently i am so hooked on to this drama called "Tokyo Juilet" also known as (dong fang zhu li ye) it is reaching the end liao and i am like still dun haf the time to watch *sigh*...

this serial is one typical korean drama whr there is this scheming person and den keeps try to scheme to harm the main character.. den the main gal character is being liked and loved by many guys in the show, while the main guy character is being liked and loved by many gals too.. in this case they are fair la. hehe.. okok den continue on.. i dun noe wad is the ending goin to be now.. so far i watched the thrillers now is tt "zui" is goin to break up with "liang" due to the father. it is goin to affect her mood as well as emotions on her fashion design show tt is goin to be against "chu xing". i am looking forward for the last episode hehe...

okok yest i went to compass point to sign up the singnet broadband and i had to queue for abt 30mins jus to get the queue number leh.. i mean it is like so long la.. den in the end when we went they told us tt we did not bring termination letter den they cant fix the appointment wif.. so me and dear had to went home to get it and den come down to compass point again la.. i was like wad the hell man!!! okok so we went down and handed the termination letter to serene tan and she told us tt the activation will only be in 2weeks time.. whch means tt i haf no internet to use for the next 2weeks frm 1st dec.. OMG!!!! i hate it man!!! so in the end we walked ard compass point and my third sis bought her birthday present, which is a water dispenser!!! lame!!

okok den after tt at 1pm i am goin to eat at hougang mall wif dear... so i hope to enjoy!!!

2006-11-17T09:49:00.000+08:00

suddenly i tot i lost my password, i was like shit!!! but luckily all is ok liao.. hehe...

anw the 7th wk is coming to an end, i am goin to leave this call centre in 3 weeks time, the new batch will be coming in and they are caro, kethy and many more.. hehe.. all i cn say is tt all the best to u all!! it is jus calling and calling all day, so boring u noe.. hehe.. bt if u meet nice and "good" pple den u cn enjoy ur stay at call centre...

shld i be touched cos ebi burger wrote sometink abt me and the rest... i dun noe it does not sound good to me at all, i am like okok.. he calls me a loud speaker.. okok now abt the csc pple... hehe...

christina is my buddy and good fren since secondary till now.. hehe so happy tt we are in csc den we tok and tok and play as usual like in sch!!! carol is my new fren.. hehe she is so tall, den i realise i am the second shortest in csc.. u noe both of them make up to christmas carol!!! haha.. rosalia saved me!! cos she is the shortest in csc (haha!!) she is the thailand boo boo and she calls me china haha.. her laughter is funny too!! her toilet buddies fizah and seri hehe.. the 3 of them are always together la.. hehe.. huixiang is my cute cute fren, she toks so "gentle" and so soft... so cuteeeeeeeee!!! sherlyne is my pl buddy.. although we do not noe each other in sch, still she recognise me thru my "q-moh" (pl is goin to be done soon!!) gervais, andrew and winston are the 3 buddies in csc, the only three guys in sitting outside.. hehe.. Mr W is tone deaf hehe.. all he noes is "DA DA DA" btw is cindi wang song!! his laughter has all the same tone!!! Mr G is always holding the "z-onkey" and acting as if he is pregnant, rosa i pity ur pillow!! i tink it stinks!!! Mr A is always full of vulgarities like F*** and C*** B** hehe.. rite pple!! chee yong the "lei gong!!" this is wad ms khoo calls him!! which i agree too!! hehe he really looks like "GLENDA!" u noe!! hehe.. no choice the hair, face and body really looks like.. hehe.. he like to call me mouse which i oso dun noe why.. hehe.. ee boon known as "ebi burger" hehe.. is wad chris calls him, he is one funny guy.. wen we always tickle him, he likes to push himslef to the dead corner and let us tickle.. very sad for him.. xin yi and li yi they are buddies, and the both of them has a "yi" in their name!! one is wu gui yi yi while the other is ji dan yi yi!! azimah is the story teller teacher, he always has lots of ghost story to tell us, and they are scary!!!

tt's all abt csc 1 hehe.. pple look her.. this is the class of csc 1 in 2006 oct - dec!!! i will miss all of u all wen i leave the csc 1. hw i wish we cn jus tok like all day in csc and dun need to do work!! i will be so happy la...!!!

2006-11-13T09:43:00.000+08:00

me and my 3rd sis finally reconcile liao.. so happy no more quarrels and no more scheming, it is a good day for me too... i hope today's calling will oso be a fine and happy one.. i hope customers will answer all the calls and do all the surveys for me. i cn sense today is happy day so i hope everytink will go well today.

the weeks pass by very quickly leh.. this week is the 7th week liao.. it is reaching to the end and i tink i am goin to miss the pple here very soon.. although there are some pple here who are not tt (i dun noe hw to describe) , excluding those pple all are still fine la.. i doubt i am goin to cry bt deep down in my heart i noe i will miss them very much..

i tink i heard some pple who told me before tt they dun mind staying here for the whole of the tep, staying here is fine bt cn we dun do work!?!?!?!?!? hehe.. i noe it is impossible wan la. i oso dun wan to call liao. cos this calling is making me very sick and tired liao.. i tried reading out the script to dear, den he said i sounded like singing out the words to customers liao.. hiya so sad.. this is wad happens wen i am in the line for too long liao..

okok den ends with csc, tok abt last sat ba.. yeah!!! i went to rebond my hair liao.. so happy tt many pple say my hair looks nice, at least i noe tt my money spent well la.. i still rember the last time i went was to twister. it was so exp den not worth some more i spent nearly $300 and den turn out so not nice den within 3-4months it is goin back to curly liao..

gonna refresh my memory, sat morning we left hse at 10.30am, den we went for breakfast. we took 62 den change to 80, the whole journey took abt 1hr ++ we reach bugis at abt 12pm jus in time. so we went to bencoolen street to look for the salon. TO OUR HORROR!!! there is no such salon in this area, i was like omg!!! no such salon!! so we tried asking ard, all of their reaction was like whr is this salon i dun even noe... ok fine we tired calling the shop and no one ans our calls, i was like wad the hell!! they dun even noe the basic courstey tt they are suppose to on and ans our calls. we tried calling many times, and they finally ans our call wen we are at FU LU SHOU this shopping mall. they told us their unit it was at #01-22, so we went in to the bencoolen to look jus den we realise tt the unit number ended at 26, once again we were lost again. okok..

in the end we decided to split up, dear and second sis wen to look outside, den mum and me stayed in the shopping mall to wait for their news. finally they FOUND IT!!! i was like ok.. den we went in to the shop, they dun haf enough chairs and so they haf to wait outside of the salon, MY APOLOGISE TO DEAR AND 2ND SIS!!! the whole process for me took 3hrs and my mum's took abt 1hr ++

after tt we went to bugis junction to buy sherlyne's present, hee.. den the worst tink happen to us again, it was raining heavly!!! den die there were so many pple waiting at the bus stop. so we decide to walk to another bus stop. luckily wen we wanted to walk off, the bus 80 came and another lucky tink tt happen is tt there were not many pple goin on board the bus!!! yes!!! so we went home and we ate a sumptous meal on tt nite too!!

tt's hw it ended the day, nothing exciting for me bt it has been a good day for me!! hehe.. so tt's all for now!!!

2006-11-08T09:54:00.000+08:00

i realise i haf not been blogging, this is cos many many tinks haf happen to me today.. i feel so upset.. haven been on gd terms wif my third sis, i seriously hate her to the core!!! i mean like i am the elder sis and yet she has no respect for me. i die die oso wont tok to her until she admits tt it is her fault. i haf decided already, since i dun haf the authority to tok at home den i shall not bother anymore. anytink tt happens i wont say nor do anytink liao.

me and dear oso had a quarrel for the past few days. i told chris and woman abt my probs liao, den they kind of like console me, i oso admit i am rude to dear too, bt i oso hope tt he cn console me and not get angry wif me too.. i am so sad tt day... den the worst tink is tt wen i tot we were both so happy, yet it turn out to be only my one-sided tinking. this is finial man.. i dun noe wad to do liao.. bt luckily on tues, we tok it out, we went thru break up and patch up too. there are times whr i shld be giving in too, i dun wan to be too harsh to my dear too. i hope all of this will be over and it has finally come true.

abt the family probs i am not goin to bother anymore liao...

2006-11-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

hey pple wad do u tink of these two pics?? u noe who did it??

it is dear k!!! i mean it is like so lovely la.. hehe.. for those who watched deathnote should noe wad is this.. hehe.. so happy tt dar actually did these lovely tink. i really LOVE it!!! thx dear!!!

2006-11-01T10:20:00.000+08:00

it was suppose to be a happy day today cos we need not make any calls, den ms khoo say tt we cn rest today. yet all this is jus imaginary, in fact we are all suppose to call to try to complete all 9. (according to N** and N*) i mean is like wad the hell la... she oso expect us to rember the salesman code, like those completed and those incomplete, for those imcomplete ones, hw many to call.. i mean is like hw are we to noe this.. they tink we haf super memory la.. wad the hell!!

okok firstly let me apologise to all the csc members who are in singtel, sry guys cos ur break at 3pm is forfited, i am so sry!!! the csc pple are nice, they did not blame us instead they said it is ok.. cos they tok inside the room. so okok.. i am not angry anymore... i will deny tt i am in fault, cos we were engrossed in toking and we forget the time liao.. so nvm la.. wad is done cant be undone, so i tell myself "xiao xiao mei she mer dai bu liao!!!" hehe... this is a phrase frm wei xiao pasta, only those who watched noes.. hehe ee boon and carol noes!!!! hehe

den nw i oso dun noe hw, call wad shit la.. dun feel like calling, finally we got one day to rest yet we must still work like hell la.. i mean the pple in csc is nice but not the work.. Ms Khoo whr are u??????? quick save us la!!!! (haha!)

2006-11-01T08:49:00.000+08:00

this is a very touching love story.. even though u pple may find this plot old fashioned still i wish u tell u pple abt it... it is a love story frm SHE's song named as "Wo Ai Ni", this three simple words means alot to the couple who acted in the MTV.

Place: Shanghai
Couple: Loving and Faithful young couple slowly growing old as the time pass by

seriously i forget the year tt it happen, but this is not impt rite.. hehe... the impt part is the content of the story rite.. hehe... kk let me start this young couple is being separated due to the war, the gal was forced to leave wif the parents. the guy naturally was very sad, before the gal left she gave his lover a box, she said, "even though i am gone, the love for u is left in this box, sometink tt i will not gif it away..." (ooooooooohhhhh so touching rite!!!)

20 years later.........
the gal still has not return, they haf lost contact and has no news abt each other anymore. the gal now has a happy family, a loving husband and filial children. still the gal has not given up hope to find her love, she is still searching for him. one particular day, her son came back wif a shocking news. her lover is still alive, single, wen the gal noe she immediately tear... she has made a decision to return to shanghai to meet her lover.

she flew back to shanghai to reminsce the past and she went back to the sch tt they studied together. there they at the same corridor they met each other again. the guy told her, " i am afraid tt u cant find me, so i haf been teaching here so tt u cn easily find me." they went back to the places they haf visited in the past, each place they went brings back lots of memories to them. finally the guy show her the box tt she gave, the guy has no courage to open it up as he is afraid tt if he really did tt the gal will leave him. if he choose not to open den in his heart still bears a hope. the guy hopes tt the gal will open it wif her.

in her heart she has decided to return back to her lover.... the gal went back to taipei to settle her family matters before returning. her family was shocked to hear this news frm her. but her husband was supportive of her, as he noes tt the guy still stand an impt space in her heart, no matter the gal needs to repay wad she owes the guy. the gal went back to shanghai, they once went back to the past.

now the story has ended, they are back together again.. happily ever after!!!!

*pple sry for the poor eng la.. hehe i hope u all dun mind la.. u cn try to translate into chinese probably u all may find it easier to read.. hehe enjoy!!!*

2006-10-30T10:19:00.000+08:00

today is a happy for me cos i took flexi-leave!!! yeah!!! jus like wad christina said, other mondays are gloomy and blue, expect for this mon it is a happy and worth to be excited for!!

had a big quarrel wif dear yest den we almost broke up and now we patched up again!!! okok let me say, we quarrel partially cos of his jj fren again, someone i dun wish to tok abt it again. he only make me hate him even more if he still does not change for gd. i noe i got no rite to say him cos i am not a gd person too... bt i jus cant tolerate him tt way... i mean like who the hell is he la..

okok goin back to the happy tinks la.. today sherlyne read my blog and den they saw one part whr i comment abt winston.. hehe... nothing offensive la.. jus toking la.. hehe... anw he noes derrick which is one of the project superstar contestant. he likes chip and dale den my second sis is like crazy over him la.. den i went to friendster to look at pple's acc. so i was browsing thru mingyun acc den i went to see winston's acc.. he took a pic wif derrick and my sis saw so she asked me to take his signature for her. i was like huh?? hw too?? let's hope winston will help me take the signature la.. HEY WINSTON THX!! PLS HELP ME TAKE K!! OWE U ONE!!!

kk meeting dear for lunch at 1pm to go and eat the nice western food la. hehe will tell u more tml la... hehe..

2006-10-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

yay!! itz mi again....2dae mi n dar go buy our BRAND NEW hp chain...coz the old 1 hers spoilt den no batt le...the new 1 is so damm nice la....

wen u put the both of them together can see I love u on 1 side and another msg on the other side ...will try to post a pic of it here so tt alll of u hu read our blog can be jealous! =)

aniwae 2nyt dar spendin the nite over at mi hse la...haha...almost every 1 or 2 week we will stay over at each other hse...see we so close rite! =P

k la kip long story short...2dae haf a v tired dae frm 9am-6pm...so another short post...dun expect mi to blog long long post...hahah...coz i duno gt wad to tok abt...aniwae for the quote of the dae wich i will put in every of my subsequent posts:

There is no remedy for love but to love more.
Henry David Thoreau(1817-1862)

2006-10-26T09:47:00.001+08:00

dear finally blog liao.. even though it is very short still i cn understand hehe.. so dear no worries!! i understand wad u are riting... dear started studying on 16th oct, and this week is the second wk liao, which means it is the forth wk for me at CSC for me liao.. cant wait to end this CSC calling, i mean imagine u have to like call for 2 mnths, the tot of tt makes me wanna faint liao.. i cant wait to get out of here.

tt day was looking at someone's tagboard and i saw someone tagging "CSC is the best stopover ever" i was like wad the hell!!! who wrote tt man?? seriously i tink tt person who rite tt is mad man.. i dun noe hw come would rite sometink like tt.. cn u imagine u have to be calling for like 10 long wks and den u must repeat the same script like everyday.. it is so boring ok!!! it is like a jail here, u cant play games, cant go on msn, cant slp, cant read mag and newspaper, the life is like no different frm those who are at changi prision la.. except we haf freedom to walk ard only..

cant wait to meet my dar for lunch later and tell the funny tink tt i met on the bus today.. i am like so throw face, it must been tt i am too tired liao so cant really blame me rite.. okok la.. see hw later den decide whether is it my fault ant.. hehe.. dun noe hw many call i must make today again la.. DUN WANNA CALL LIAO!!!

2006-10-25T10:07:00.000+08:00

zzz...nw in class...doin a plane wif a burnt ka cheng and smoke coming out from it...nw is oni half way thru my klass...feelin so bored so came to blog...lol..itz bin a few months since i blogged...so i came in to blog for a while... blah blah...nw havin break...lecturer walkin around...nid to blog while keepin out of sight...aniwae cant blog long long de coz gt lecturer...aniwae...goin to mi dar for lunch later so kip it short...

will try to blog during lesson coz too bored n gt nutin to do...until next tym...

2006-10-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

today was a really fun day at CSC, although all along it wasn't as exciting as i tot. okok firstly we had to crack our heads to come out wif answers for Ee Boon qns. he asked lots of qns tt i could not answer, the first one was the clock, den the second was the order of the numbers, lastly was "around the world in eight days".

i cn say i enjoyed myself today, i am not sure abt the others. den as usual i am always playing the chasing game wif pple, ee boon is my victim today. i noe his weakness so of cos i had to attack it... hehe i rember in sec days i use to play this wif chris, wan chee and yiting. i dun noe if they still rember it, oh toking abt tt i happen to see ting's blog, and she posted our sec photo!! i was like OMG!! comparing the past and nw, i tink we have changed for the better. looking at chris, yiting, and wan chee, they look totally different frm den and nw. of cos me too!! hehe i tink i change alot, i tink only those who are in the same sch and class knows abt my past.. hehe.. nothing to brag abt la..

it was lunch time, went to eat wif my woman and kethy, did not meet them for long. jus ate abt 30mins den we went off back to our stop over liao.. too sian to call as usual, so i slack till abt 2.30pm den i started calling again. i met my target today which is 20 completed survey den i stop. i went to tok to chris den dun noe why all of a sudden so many pple crowd ard chris's table. hehe..

so we are looking at other's pple blog and oso pretty gals la.. hehe.. i cn feliza is really pretty man.. hehe.. although i do not really take note of her in sec sch.. they say peggy is oso very pretty which i oso tink so.. but i dun noe who is tt la. hehe.. they say mei shi is also pretty and oso "sam" which is frm pl and i dun noe who is tt la..

i oso found out one tink, i realise tt winston is a weakling la.. hehe.. he dun dare to see the photos of an car accident la.. i cn say it is really disgusting la.. i finally saw wad is "tou pou xue liu" gross man!!! winston i cn understand hw u feel la.. cos if i cn choose again i would not wan to see again too!! hehe..

den i met dear for dinner after tep, we went to mac to eat. dear did not eat cos he ate at his fren's hse liao.. he told me hw nice the foods are and i am tempted to try!! he describe it as almost heavenly!! dear i wanna try!! den we took a bus home... den we had a small quarrel b4 he went home. actually we did not really quarrel it is more like a silent cold war ba.. (dun ask me wad is it ok?)

sad...:(..

2006-10-22T15:28:00.000+08:00

today i went wif dear to "VIVO CITY" to walk walk as well as to see hw big tt place is.. to our surprise it was really BIG!! we had a hard time walking, we make two big rounds.. dear oso said "luckily it only had 2 levels for shopping if not by the time we walked finish our legs has already break." okok.. it is jus like another paragon, a place for rich pple to go. it also has "toy'z'us" for the kids to walk and of cos to buy toys. a number of restaurants are available there too, for eg, dian xiao er, carls'jr and many many more. u cn go and check it out urself.

we went in to look at many clothes, yet none of it we cn afford, it is beyond our budget. i doubt i will go there again, if i ever were to return to tt place, it would probably be only watching movie. i heard the cinema there is large and comfortable. i wanna watch a moive there to see hw it feels like. after shopping for abt 2 hours we decided to go home, it was really tiring, i wonder hw cn i perserve at tt time.

after tt we took a train down to dobby ghaut and met my second sis there. we took 136 down to amk to haf our dinner. after which we headed to the comic shop to look out for dong fang shen qi's mag.. (too bad all their mags are sold out) hehe.. she have to wait till next tues or thurs wen the mags come. it is probably jus not her day. we also proceed down to the games shop named as "funz centre" to buy my third sis present. after a long look she finally made up her mind. in the end she bought sims 2.

since she has decided i went to make payment, jus den my handphone rang, the membership card drop, my handphone is ringing and dear is missing. i started to feel nervous, cos no one was there to help me hold and let me complete the tinks one by one. luckily i manage to handle myself. den i went out and started "scolding" dear. i asked him whr he was wen i needed him. soon we settle this out and headed home in a taxi.

i finally change my blog skin!! me and dear had a hard time doin it, we almost quarrel over it. he is slping now, while i am here typing my post. i dun understand this blog belongs to US, yet i am the only one here blogging, so i asked dear to blog. guess wad he said "why do we haf to always tok abt this" i dun noe wad is the meaning of this, and i oso dun wan to noe. i am goin to bathe soon, i am feeling so tired after one day of shopping. yeah!! tml is the day to slp and i cn finally slp late and need not wake up early liao... hehe.. i am so happy!! i am goin to on air con secretly, so shhhh~~~~ dun tell anyone... hehe

2006-10-22T01:28:00.001+08:00

dun feel like bathing still even though it is so late liao.. it is 1:16am now, i dun noe why oso.. i am feeling so tired now cos of the walking in the afternoon... oh no.. i oso dun noe wad happen, haf not been too happy these few days.

Winter Moonlight

The snow, so peaceful and serene,
caressed by the soft moonlight,
gave magical feelings to the night.

The soft blue glow,
the lovers' words that then did flow,
their lips closer and closer
until, locked in the throes
of a passionate embrace,
he decided to express his feelings,
to keep her safe.

He whispered softly,
his words like music to her ears,
"I Love You,"
and her response the same,
heard like the gentle breeze,
"And I, love you, forever."

That was the night they promised
to be together through everything,
each to care for the other when old and gray
A lovers' pact
the most likely to last.

- Krista J. Mikula -

i was looking thru some quotes am i came upon this.. this quote totally express what me and dear is goin thru. dear to me he wanna be together wif me forever, even though it is not a real snowy nite, yet i cn pic this scene in my mind. such a lovely nite, where the guy express his wish to be wif the gal. tt is a very sweet tink to do.. after all the hardships and tinks they haf gone thru, they finally learnt hw to appreciate each other.

2006-10-20T14:19:00.000+08:00

hey it is me to blog again... hehe i now got nothing to do so jus tot of blogging... i am goin to blog more abt dear's tt jj fren.. i seriously dun like him.. now i hate him even more.. wad the hell man!! he wants to turn my dear to his "DOG" i hate tt man... i mean is like who is he to do tt to my dear. i am dear's gf i oso dun dare to even do nor tink abt it... now who he tink he is, he tink he is the king mah... wad the hell... even dear oso hate him even more!!

i still did not manage to hit my target cos i was absent for 2 days.. i tink it is ok la... at the most next time den i call to make it up if i haf the time. suddenly was jus wondering hw did i make 35 calls on wed?? i tink i was mad... i jus kept calling and calling, until the end i had such a bad headache.. it is ok la.. at least i did my best liao.. hehe

2006-10-16T12:14:00.000+08:00

went to dear's hse to stay on fri, we went to compass pt to buy but ended up both of us feeling so unhappy... i dun noe wad to say, shld i say tt we almost quarrel?? i am not sure abt tt, but later on wen i heard wad dear's fren said abt him i am so angry..

it is abt this jj fren again... I HATE HIM MAN!!! i mean who is he to like criticize dear.. so wad if he is richer den dear, so wad if he is taller den dear... so wad if his father is goin to buy him car... so wad... NO BIG DEAL MAN!!! in chinese is call "LIAO BU QI!!"
this jj may look nice on the outside but he is ugly on the inside... pple may envy him for having rich parents, but pple will not befriend him as he is evil on the inside..

the words he say seriously makes me loate him more, wad does he mean saying tt nyp's diploma does worth a single cent. tt scandal has come to an end, i mean pple need to carry on wif their lives, you cant be saying these for the rest of their lives rite.. he himself still wanted to get into nyp, but his results only entitled him to the engineering course so in the end he went to tp.. no big deal man... even nyp does not want him and he wants to look down on nyp's diploma.. i cn say his results sucks, his bloody attitude sucks, he criticize pple wen he is actually toking abt himself...

even though dear's results may not be tt wonderful, at least i noe he put in his best to achieve it. so even if he did not do tt well i oso wont look down on him... for tt jj's case, action speaks louder den words, no point toking tt load of ambitions and yet not doin anytink.. i dun understand..

wishes to wei qi!! hey hong mao!!! all the best for working in UOB.. jia you jia you jia you!! hope u enjoy working there.. 8 wks later i will meet u in sch again k!!! seeya soon!!!

2006-10-14T12:46:00.000+08:00

This week me and dear went to watch "DEATHNOTE" gala, actually i wasn't very interested in watching the show, till wen i watch the whole movie den i feel that it is a nice show. however before tt i am kind of a bit angry wif my dad.

actually me, dear and my sisters had already planned how to go to great world city on wed, a new frm my dad totally smashed our hopes and excitement. he and my mum are goin too! i was like wad the hell they are goin, if they are goin they are definitely not goin to let us to take a taxi. frm mon to thurs i am like working frm 8.30am to 6pm, so by the time i reach home is abt 7.30pm. den some more i still need to go to my grandma hse for dinner, by the time all these are done it would be abt 8pm already. the show is starting at 9pm as well as 9.20pm so hw to be in time. even if it is on the 9.20pm i oso feel tt it a bit late la...

yet my dad wanted to take 3 buses to great world city. if he is goin to take a 80 there, it will take abt 1.5hr la... this is the journey for only one buses. i am not overstating here, this is true if most of u noe 80 is always so long. okok, continue on, den later he still say need to take 62 and den 16, how to be at the movies in time. of cos for the whole journey i am not very happy abt tt lo... i dun like the way my father tink la... i hate it la...

worst still, wen we reach at the cinema he request to the person in charge to sit in the same cinema. if he wants to do he shld do it in a nicer way, yet he was asking in a rude. he seems to be demanding or ordering the person to let him sit in the same cinema wif us. i dun like it la.. den finally reaching to the end of the movie, he wanted even to take the 3 buses home la.. i mean i was like it was 11.30pm already yet u still wanna take bus. by the time we reach home it is abt 1am liao.. den i dun need to slp la.. slp for a while den i need to go to sch liao...

luckily we only took 1 bus so it is ok la.. not too bad... after tt we reached orchard we saw many taxis so we it and reach home. this whole trip jus ended like tt lo...

putting away all the bad stuffs that happen "DEATHNOTE" is really really a nice show!! i cant help it la... it was really nice, the main character call "LIGHT" was really handsome la.. this is probably the first japanese guy which i tink it is cute la.. hehe cant wait to watch part of the movie, i heard the comic book is even nicer den the moive so i tink i am goin to borrow frm dear la.. toking abt dear he oso very long nv blog la.. i hope he will blog soon wen he see this post.. dear better blog more often k!!! i love my dear so much!!!

2006-10-11T05:26:00.000+08:00

i am so bored seated at the csc center and doin nothing... we are being assigned to do a 20 calls role play and i finally finished it... i am like wow i am almost dying soon... i tink from now on i will haf more time to blog liao... still tinking i wanna slack during my tep, however since i came here i jus realise i cant slack... i haf to keep calling and calling till i reach my target. i noe this is the only time tt i cn try to pull up my grades and do well again... it is my dream to really get As for the modules.. i tink tep is the time to do it...

anw i dun noe wad is dear doin now, i tink he must be feeling very bored cos yest he told me that he is looking thru a timetable.. the timetable is like eating, sleeping, meeting me den go home, sometimes inculde playing games and goin out wif frens... wad i am saying is only sometimes... i noe he dun like this kind of life... sry dear

all of us are so busy wif our tep cos caro is at BSU at the humanlink, wei qi is at the interview for UOB, she is still unsure if she will be posted to UOB, kethy is oso BSU doin dun noe wad project la.. lastly is sean, he is having classic now which is so different frm us. si yan, ebby, sylvia and charlene is doin a road show at north canteen. we went to support them jus now. lastly is lynette she is at MSC, currently is working at pretty face la... we are so bored for our stop over... wad to do. we still got 8 more weeks to go... tt's all..

2006-09-21T16:16:00.000+08:00

dear got his results today at 12am in the morning.. i was so happy for him cos he need not retake any of his modules.. hehe... i was happy tt i cried, cos i noe he is very worried abt his results, although he does not say it, still i noe he is very nervous abt it. he was still contented wif his results, at least he did not fail..

ok back to me, i fell really ill yest, all of a sudden i got high fever. yest i oso went to my aunt's hse to watch one of the drama. while watching i fell rather uneasy, u noe wen u are sick u fell sore all over. i sat at the sofa feeling so sore, i dare not tell dear cos i noe he will be very worried.. i asked him for a hug, he hugged and said "how come u are so hot" i told him cos i was wearing a jacket. hehe...

guess wad, went i reached his hse, while waiting to bathe i took my temperature, it was like wow 38.4, i was like okok... really having fever nw.. dear was very worried and he is feeling very sad. he claimed tt he does not noe hw to take care of me, in fact he took care of me really well!!! actually at tt point of time i did not tink tt much abt my health, all i was worried abt was dear's results. it turned out well so i felt relieved after tt.. since all worries was gone, i need a rest, dear insisted tt i cover 2 blankets, so i did. i took my medicine and i listened to dear and i rest.

i slept very well last nite, i woke up at abt 1pm today.. so i guess i did haf a gd rest. i am feeling fine nw all thanks to dear!!

dear thank you for taking care of me yest!! i love u!!

2006-09-15T17:01:00.000+08:00

i noe my results liao.. i dun noe shld i be happy or not.. i noe my GPA did not drop i shld be very happy wad.. i tink i need to work hard liao.. i tink i slag alot in yr 2.. i noe hw much effort i haf put in and i noe this is not enough... so i need to work harder liao.. i noe i shld be happy liao cos it is compared to so many pple. i noe it hurts dear wen i tell him i did not do well, he wishes he cn do as well too. he is contented tt if he could get at least 3, yet i am here fretting over my 3.5... i did not spare abt his feelings. i am so sorry dear!!! for the past few weeks i am worried abt my results, dear too is worried, yet i did not see it. i am so engrossed by results and did not even see his care for me.. i am guilty of it

dear is goin to get his results on the 20th, 1 wk after i got mine. i wish he cn do well and hope tt he cn pass all his modules. i noe he too is worried whether he needs to retake another module ant. i am worried for him too, i hope he need not do tt. i will pray for him wan!!!

feel like working for all of a sudden, probably cos i feel so broke nw.. hiya anw wen sch re-opens i am goin to work liao.. maybe i shld be resting nw so tt i cn be ready for the next semester nw...

looking forward to go out wif wei qi and caro to ikea!! i did not forget leh!!!
most important of all is i am so excited to celebrate anniversary wif dear!! 18 is on the mon!!! dun noe wad dear will prepare for me!!!

DEAR I BET U WILL DO A GD JOB~~ NO MATTER WAD I WILL BE HAPPY ON THE 18TH!!!

2006-09-12T14:13:00.000+08:00

i tink it has been REALLY REALLY long since i last blog.. i tink those who see my blog might feel bored.. cos i did not even update... my exams ended long time ago, it was like last month. i realise i do not haf anytink to say so i decided nt to blog.. i believe pple do not wanna see me toking rubbish la... hehe...

actually the real reason for me blogging is cos i am so afraid abt my results, i dun noe hw do i fare. i tink i will not do well, cos i tink i flop my exams, i did not do well, even if i noe hw to do i oso haf lots of careless mistakes. i oso dun noe hw are my "buddies" doing. hehe..

caro hw are u?? hehe i noe u just celebrated ur 4 years with jia ye last month, i noe it is too late to wish u now. but i still wanna wish u.. happy 4th year anniversary!!! are u scare for ur results on wed?? i am scare la...

to wei qi, hey hong mao, although u are no more tt colour.. hehe hw are u?? hw is ur driving coming along?? i believe u cn do well in tt wan la.. hehe.. i hope u are enjoying ur holidays!!!

to the rest of my frens!!! all the best for the results taking on wed!!!

to my dear darling... we just celebrated our 18th month together... i hope there are still many many months and years for ur to go with ok.. hehe i love u darling, i hope u cn get ur DS soon!!! i am doin my best liao... LOVE U SWEETHEART~~

2006-05-10T16:57:00.000+08:00

wad a long day today, in the morning i went to the Aztech building wif my parents to check out the router. initially did not wan to go as it was such a chore, however my dad scolded me after tt.. den some more i did not like spoil den my dad was kind of like blaming me for doin it.. i was like so angry.. den fine i did not tink so much... wen we went there this morning, the staff told us tt we forgetten to bring the adapter. immediately my dad face change to a black face. both me and my mum knew my dad is angry liao.. okok den he went home to get the adapter and so he made another trip down to the same building. kk... this matter is settle now comes another.

today is dear the JJ fren birthday... he is the one tt i mention previously in one of the post.. only those who read my post will noe who am i toking abt.. okok den we went to seoul garden to eat.. me and dear was late, we reached there at 6pm wen we were suppose to meet at 4pm... den nvm we sat there eating, dear tok to his frens while i sat there cooking for him. at abt 8.30pm we finally finished eating.. we decided to go home.. his frens including the JJ suggested tt they take the bus wif us.. i was like ok.. who noes... at the interchange dear tok to his 2 frens and left me alone there.. he back was facing me and i do not noe if i shld interrupt them toking... i noe dear did not see his fren for a very long time liao so i did not bother tt much..

den wen we boarded the bus... dear continue toking to his fren.. they were toking and laugh i knew dear was happy so i did not mind tt much... but who noes... he left me there alone again!! notice is again... tinking tt he might take notice of me and try to tok to me... he totally did not... for the whole 25 mins bus trip he only tok to his fren.. and i sat there in between of them playin my handph and looking an idoit!! cn u imagine!! OMG!!! i do not noe how did i pass thru all these.. i mean it was like wad the hell!!! i was of cos angry wif dear.. this not the first time, and i told dear many times liao.. he said he was sorry and will not do it again.. yet this is still goin on.. how am i goin to believe him again??

tok to dear abt this, i noe he felt guilty.. so he is goin to apologise to me in a special way.. and he will do it for me tml!! dear dun forget wad u promise to do!! hehe excited for tml!!!

haiz

2006-05-06T00:59:00.000+08:00

i nw at dar hse...2dae we went to watch mission impossible 3...itz v nice..haha...
den i went to her hse and stay...in the end, she sae her ulcer pain n fell aslp...n i m usin the com at 12.58 am...n i haven bathe...wonder wen she will wake up...i tried to wake her up n she ask mi to go bathe 1st....the prob is she last min ask mi go her hse stay n i haf no clothe so i nid her to lend mi sum...duno wad she tinkin...bt i nw v tired n i wan to bathe...i doubt she will wake up b4 4am ba...haiz....4get it le...itz juz 1 of dose daes i guess.....

2006-04-13T15:05:00.000+08:00

An atmosphere of anger, sadness and lost, was all tt i could describe at tt pt of time. i sat at the corner and i look at the pple walking in front of me, i could feel the ren jian wen nuan, my parents, uncle and shen shen crowd together to tink of a solution for my 2nd sis. they wanted to type a letter to the MOE to help my 2nd sis appeal for her rights to get into NYP. As her elder sis i cant do much, all i could do was to console her, but i feel so sad for her.i knew i presence there was useless, cos all i could do was jus to look.

it all started, wen my sis called back to tell me tt she wanted me to help her to log in her account, i tried many times but it still failed. the 2nd time she called me it was wen she was at the student's admin office, she told me tt NYP does nt accept her. i was so anxious, i called frantically for my parents, but they wont there. i tried calling other alternatives, but the line jus keep engaging. feeling lost, i called my aunt, i told her the situationm she told me to look for the MP of our area. i told her tt i will discuss it wif my parents first.

luckily i still had dear beside me to help me, he typed an appeal letter for my sis. at abt 5.45pm my sis came home, she quickily ran to her room, locked her door and started crying. i stood outside her door and ponder wad could i do for her. wen she finally opened her door i look at her. she was lying on her bed, covered herself wif her pillow, as she did wan any of us to look at her. tears rolling down, voice turning unclear, u could hear cllearly tt she was crying. i could sense her worry and felt sorry for her. my heart jus broke, she jus told me, "Jie i got no sch liao..." after tt she said nothing and went back crying.

around 8pm my parents came back, they started scolding. scolded my sis stupid. i tried to contact my pem to ask for help. he told me to call the person in charge the next day, so we decided to send an email and go down to NYP personally to appeal. i hope tt all we haf done could help my sis fight back for her rightful place in NYP. my heart really hurt to see my sis like tt. me as an elder sis could do nothing but jus to console her. can u imagine if one day u encounter the same incident as me, knowing tt ur sibling might nt be able to study for 1 year. i really dun noe wad to do.... I AM LOST.....

2006-03-22T05:00:00.000+08:00

now is 12.54pm and i am now at my dear's hse, u must surprise cos my dad actually let me stay at dear's hse for 3 days hehe.... i will only go hme on wed... hehe i am so happy la. jus woke up not long ago la. dear's mum bought me vegetarian mi fen and mee, actually i noe after all tt has happen me and dear cn still be so happy i am really happy abt tt. it is like, even though his fren dun like me, even said bad tinks abt, dear still stood beside me and even kind of like "scold" his fren.

ytd me and dear had a tok and we tok abt this fren of his, and in the previous post i named him as jj. so tt's him, i mean finally understood wad happen to him and why is he such a person. this one is cant blame wan, it is his surrounding tt turned him into like tt. i still kind of pity him, feeling sorry for him. okok will end my post here la... hehe tt's all!!!

2006-03-20T16:28:00.001+08:00

am i such a letdown, why does it seems tt everytink tt i do is jus not so rite... i mean it is like i am doin my best to make the people around me to be happy yet it jus does not seems they way i wan. dear's fren, jj seems to haf some misunderstanding wif me and we seems to haf a bad impression abt each other. i really hate this kind of tinks, worst still this is dear's fren. who noe in future i may still see him, as he is dear's neighbour and we may haf a chance to meet. i told caro, finally had a chance to tok to her, i told her everytink she gave me some suggestions or advice which i tink it is rite. she told me not to tink abt it anymore and jus dun bother his frens. now frm wad i noe is tt his frens misunderstood me and it now it seems tt they all dislike me, this situation seems so fimiliar, this is jus like wad my cousin in aust is facing too. the only difference is tt we are facing different pple and prob.

i understand tt being in a relationship there will be times whr couples might quarrel becos of frens. wen this prob pops up, the couple will start to feel the stress, cos u wouldn't noe wad to do, wen ur closest fren start to dislike ur gf/bf. this is the most terrible tink, the worst tink is tt if they misunderstood ur gf/bf u will start to haf headache, and so it will come a time whr u and bf/gf might haf to settle this prob. but wen u noe tt there is no solution to this prob, u will feel even more lost, this is the kind of feeling i am goin thru now. i am at a totally lost now. even though i noe tt putting up in this blog dear's jj fren might not get to see it, i will still say it.

to this jj fren of dear's, " i did not "diao" u, tt day, it was jus happen tt i lift up my head and i saw u there. frankly speaking i do not like pple looking at me wen i am eating, so i looked up to see. cos i noe i do not wanna see u eye to eye, so after taking a look at u, i quickly looked down, so frm tt time u probably tink tt i "diao" u. in fact i did not, i was merely looking at u not "diao" u. pls get this rite." the next tink is for the chalet, "tt day was true enough my result day and is it obivious tt i wanted dear to accompany, actually i was still pondering whether shld i let dear go ant. it was almost at a decision tt i shld let him go, until i had family problems, i was crying at tt pt of time. and it is only after my dad scolded me tt i asked dear to accompany me. this is the truth, u cn ask dear to clarify this whole tink. dear not being able to go for u and denny's birthday chalet, i felt really sorry and guilty there is nothing i cn do. i cn understand u all for being angry wif dear, all i cn do here is to help dear and me to explain the whole tink. if it is not for this whole tink to happen i probably tink we will not haf such misunderstanding. i sincerely apologise here!"

to dear, " i am so sorry for all tt has happen, the only 2 solutions tt we came out wif is to either break up or not to bother, the one tt both me and chosen is not to bother, since we haf chosen this i will respect it. and i will abide to our decision not to bother, but there is one tink i haf to say is tt u cant stop me frm tinking, there is no choice tt i will not stop tinking, in fact this tink will continue to be in my mind. it will only disappear wen we finally solve this prob, it is only wen i haf the chance to sit down to tok to jj and clarify all the misunderstanding. we cn only hope for this day to come and pray tt all will go well. dear i noe u still care alot for me, if not u will not do so much for me. i noe and cn see tt all u haf done for me. i really haf no wish to break up wif u.. cos i still love u so much, we all cn feel the strong love for each other, so i really dun wanna walk to the route of "breaking up" so pls let us work together to overcome and settle this prob. i will patiently wait for the day to clear all misunderstandings between me and ur fren. and by tt time we will definitely be truly happy and relieved."

2006-03-17T02:43:00.000+08:00

well well all is not well, all i cn say is tt mi and dear is now in a mess. we are messed wif our feelings, our probs and many many more. although getting results is a happy day for me, however this joy is such a short one, there will always be unhappiness coming along. me and dear hasen't been goin well for the past few weeks, in fact it is getting worse, i am not sure of the future ahead for us bt all tt i noe now is tt i really wanna clear the misunderstanding btw us. i love my dear so much and i wan him to be happy, i am not sure if he is still happy wif me ant, bt i noe tt i am happy wif him. actually frm the start i said all i wan him to do is to pei me wen i am at really bad times.

for eg, wen i quarrel wif my dad, i tink it was nt a gd experience for the both, i tink neither both of us wanna to go thru this kind of tink again. during the genting trip, frankly speaking i was really really happy! for the first time i am going on a holiday wif dear. he asked me b4 we went for the trip whether am i still excited for the trip, i rember tt my ans was ok. but in fact i was REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS TRIP!! i jus did not tell dear abt cos we were nt on gd terms at tt pt of time. dear probably tinks tt blogging is a tedious tink, however if this is our blog, at least he might blog it once or twice. i cn say for the past 6 mnths he has not blog until today tt he finally blog. shld i be happy??

i am not sure, to me blogging is a way for me to release stress, cos this is whr i cn express how i feel towards tinks, my love for dear and all tt. but i dun understand why dear see this as a chore?? is it so difficult to blog?? he cn spend so many hours playin maple on the internet yet he cant even take a few mins to blog or sometink. he is rite i dun expect him blogging everyday or wad, wad i wan is like saying a few words in our blog for like once in 2 mths, if he cn really do tt i will be so pleased. i noe tt dear has done many tinks for and i cn see it. everytink is all in my heart and i noe it.

i do not noe since wen i dislike toking abt my probs, i am sick and tired of facing this kind of probs, wen dear ask me to say i told him i really gt nothing to say, for this i meant it. so far all tt i have gone thru is too pain for me to say it once again, and go thru it again in my mind.. i hate tinking of all the suffering times and i dun wan to rember it anymore. all i wanna do now is to enjoy the times wif my dear and be happy all tt i cn.

2006-03-17T02:42:00.000+08:00

short blog...dar n i juz put dwn the fone...dar sae tt my previous post muz b v slipshod....tt i din put ani feelin inside...n the best tink is she haven looked @ it...well gt nutin to sae....den since i m bloggin 2dae so i tot mite as well juz blog again....juz nw i died for the upteen tym in maple...duno y juz feel lyk dying is so common to mi...guess i m tired ba...lyk wad i said in the previos post...

dar n i argued abt mi plaein maple...duno wad to comment on it....dar wan to help mi plae....i din fullfill promise to help dar lvl to 30...oso i said that my character is useless juz lyk mi...bt dar gt angry n sae she din sae i was useless is i sae de...wich i din deny coz realli she din sae....bt if u noe 1/2 the tink i noe u'll noe hw useless i m....hmm...mayb i shldnt sae i m useless juz tt i m nt of much use oni...alot of tinks piled up inside my head...bt i din get a headache....on the contrary dar did...n she gt more n more upset...n the headache bcom worse....

she said she wasnt feelin so well the whole dae, well i din notice anitink wrong wif her...guess i still dun understand dar as much as i tink i do ba...short post so i will end here....

2006-03-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

dar is tellin mi tt she is gonna delete tiz blog...so i guess tiz will b my last post...i dun lyk to blog coz i juz dun...dar is upset bcoz of tiz so i guess there is no point in keepin tiz blog...wad does a blog haf to do wif us? arguein bcoz of a blog...i c no point....i noe wen we started the blog i wun blog often de...i tot tt dar wun mind..bt she did....i duno wad to sae...

dar juz gotten her result yesterdae...3.85 if i din rmbr wrongly..i cant even score 3.5 overall even if tiz tym i get 4 pt...she gt an average of 3.65....she tot i was upset coz i cant do as well as her bt i was actualli quite happy...i rmbr the last quarrel we had...nt a v fun experience i can tell u...nw itz lyk history repeating itself...i realli duno wad more i can do le....i realli feel so tired...

tired....v tired....

malaysia trip was fun n dar bot alot of stuff...i guess dar is happy ba....nw i duno wad is dar tinkin...i had fun..thou it burn a hole in my pocket....was still happy coz i tink dar realli njoyed herself....will owaes rmbr the trip....

last post le mite as well make it long so i take my tym to sae wad i wan to sae....bt sumtinks oni i will noe....all the stuff above, i delete away sum lines le....coz dose r stuff tt oni i can noe....nt even dar can noe....alot of tinks happen during my long break frm bloggin....lyk hoi incident n wadnot bt i m juz too tired to tok abt it....juz so tired...

pple kip blog or even blogs....heck....sum pple even gt famous for bloggin....bt i juz dun c the pt....wad does it matter if mi n dar is happy 2gether n i dun blog? ebritym i blog is bcoz dar tell mi to....n wenweva i blog is bcoz i v sad den cant tell dar....blog more often = sad more often? so for mi nt bloggin is a gd tink....juz din tell dar...lyk rite nw i feel so sad tt the blog will b gone so i came to blog...

duno y bt since sum tym ago mi n dar haf nutin to tok abt on fone...we both noe it juz tt we dun wanna sae...bt i duno wad to do abt it....dar sae i duno wad a gal wans...i dun deny...well i realli duno n i m gettin too tired tryin to figure out...issit tt hard to tell mi wad u wan? wad dar owaes sae is go figure out miself....or ask pple...i duno n i dun wan...

nw dar sae nvm dun blog le....well i duno wad she wans...gals will4eva b gals n i will 4eva b mi....i duno hw to please the world and neither does the world so hw to please mi...i dun lyk to blog and will nt learn to lyk bloggin bt if tiz will make dar happy den i will blog...coz i realli duno wad i can do...same line again....i m tired....

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i tot tt is supposed to b the case bt i was cleary wrong...well i duno wad i can do le.....

duno y bt i seems to flare up @ dar more often nwadaes...duno y...i duno y....funny sumtyms, hw pple perceive stuff...i m sad...i m tearin...i juz din cry coz dar is on the fone wif mi....mayb wen she read tiz she will b touched..n cry...n nt delete the blog...i saved the dae, or the blog so to speak, bt after sum tym dar will sae tt i dun blog n wan to delete the blog...tt tym u will c mi post again...

1st year!!!!

2006-02-18T12:11:00.000+08:00

now i am sitting in front of dear's com... today is our first year i am so happy hehe... i am not using the com and dear is now playing the ps... jus now we went to my aunt's hse to put the micowave oven. nothing happen much anyway... jus now dear's fren called him to go out. actually i do nt really like this fren of his i mean why he keeps calling my dear out sorry if i interrupt them but i reallly dun noe why is his fren trying to do. okok i haf no wish to say it anymore... it will only make myself look even more "ugly" i really hate this kind of feeling and i oso dun like the way tt tinks are going now. i haf been controlling these few days liao... i noe i do not need to take this kind of temper wan. but am i doin here... i really dun like it... cn someone tell me wad to do ant... i am feeling so lost... caro where are u... i really wanna tok to u... exam is coming and is like i finally studied it all finish but i still need to do a second revision... ok tt's all...

bye bye cousin

2006-02-14T18:25:00.000+08:00

since young i was like the eldest in both my father and mother's side. but luckily i still one cousin who is abt the same age as me. 2 years her whole family emigrate to aus and there goes my one and only same age cousin. everytime wen i go over to my grandmother side i always tink of her. i wonder how is she doin and all. i am not very close to my cousins, as they are all younger than me. so i was feel so lonely there. all i am close to the pple there is my two sis. this year they returned to SG to celebrate CNY. i was really happy to see her again. i got so many tinks to tell her abt my life and all my probs. i oso wanted to tell her tt i am very xin fu now. tt i got a loving bf. i hope she has oso found her beloved one. so excited to see her. finally this CNY i was not alone i got my cousin and bf to accompany me. even though it may not be so happy for a few occasion but i still enjoy her prescence. she let me noe her better. all i cn say is tt i am sorry for not being able to send u to the airport and i rejected going to grandmother's hse to see u. cos i noe i will cry.

i still rember on tt day wen i was going back to SG u did not want to come down to see me cos u noe me and u will cry so u. in the end u send me to the airport, i will nv forget tt moment we both cried and u sat there in the car crying and did nt even wan to see me. i saw the tears rolling down from ur eyes and i noe it clearly tt u do not wan me to see tt u are crying.

this time ur mother do not wan anyone to send u all to the airport, for this i can understand, wen i noe it both me and my mum cried cos we all noe wad u mean. shan bye bye hope to see u again. i really miss u so much, i noe ur are crying, i noe u haf no wish to leave. but u dun haf a choice.
i noe u are on the plane now on ur way back to aus. pls dun cry shan, becos i noe even grandmother, mummy, jia liang, ah yi and me will be crying. bye bye shan, i apologise for not spending enough time wif u... i am sorry. take care and seeya real soon.

love hui liang, ur cousin.

today is my birthday!!!

2006-02-04T14:59:00.000+08:00

now sitting in front of the com and tink wad shld i write... i am so happy cos today is my 19th birthday... no more 18 already... this is the last teen birthday and so i haf to enjoy noe... my day did not started off really well cos my dad and my sis seems to haf some quarrel and den everyone was like so unhappy so of cos i am not feeling really tt well. but tt's alright after tt i went shopping and den i bought a pair of shoes tt was kind of love at first sight. although i was like so heartache cos i spend so much money but it was ok la... den yest i spend like $488 for the ps2 tt i bought for dear dear... it cost really alot but nvm i told myself cos i noe dear dear like it cn liao... finally i saw his smile and so i was really happy!

now is to my dear jie meis in the school... they bought me a really nice bag!!! we went out on thurs on the 2 Feb to eat and also to shop... first we went to eat at swensens we order quite a lot and ate till my stomache almost burst. becos on the 17 Feb is ah qi's birthday so caro, ebby, si yan and lyn. den after tt we still went to bugis village to walk and to also look for my bag. after walking for abt 1 hour we still cannot find any bag tt i like.

after so long now kind of like cant rember wad actually tt day... but wad i cn clearly rember is tt me and dear dear kind of like almost broke up tt day... actually felt like calling caro to tok to her, but i drop the idea and oso dun feel like toking tt day. it was not a gd day after all. sometimes i tink reality is so cruel, i always wan to rember the good tinks but in the end i end up rembering those sad stuffs clearly, funny rite, i cn still rember most of the quarrels tt me and my dear had. i mean there is nothing i can say now. jus tink tt is it so out of my control and the more i wan it to turn out good it turns out bad and making everyone feel so angry and unhappy. pple on my birthday so sorry for the breakfast and dinner. i sincerely apologise to all.

Unexpressed feelings

2005-12-31T13:54:00.000+08:00

sitting in front of the com, staring blankly into the air. i dun noe wad am i suppose to do. jus heard "mei wei qing yuan" this song. it is a cantonese song, although i dun undertsnad wad is it singing abt, still i have a strong feeling tt this is song is more of solemn and saddness. Unexpressed feelings, i have a lot of tots goin thru my mind now. wanna express it in words but my english is after all not so good.

So paiseh, the chinese words cant be shown so tt's all cant how you guys how am i actually feeling tt day. so it is ok la.. hehe. okok tt's all for now!

a total new blog!

2005-12-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

hey pple i finally change to a total new blog. ok at least i tink this looks better den the previous. hey caro finally changed to it liao... hehe so happy leh!!

dear dear look at the new blog and tell me nice ant ok... looked at the code till my eyes almost drop out liao hehe. dear thanks for the support, i really thank you so much. i noe recently i am creating a prob out of one. but pls understand, this is cos it is my first time encountering this kind of prob, so i may seems kind of loss. dear dear i may need time to understand this whole prob ok. anw u must study hard and get good results ok. u big child liao must noe wad to do and wad not to ok.

i am goin to rebond my hair tml. let's hope tt it will turn out nice and pretty ok! tt's all for now. now let's enjoy the new blog!!!! hehe

it has not been good...

2005-12-18T16:14:00.000+08:00

not a good holiday to start wif. i have been sick for the oast few weeks and so is dear... i noe i shld be happy for it is my holiday... and it is a time for me to rest but i dun tink so... jus realise that for the past few weeks there are many probs occuring... and i dun noe wad to do... i dun wan to say it.. i am at a loss for words, cos i have jus eaten my medicine.

towards caro, my good fren and oso my blossom fren i really cherish you and thank you all tt u have done for me. ah qi, the same horoscope as me, understand and knows me well cos we are almost of the same kind of pple. ebby, from the same sch but only got to noe each in poly and it is so fated tt we are in the same class and oso in the same click. si yan, the always blur and forever blur gal, cute in a way tt she takes tinks easily, how i wish i oso wanna be like her den i wont be so troubled now. lyn, so near but so far, hope to get to noe her better.

as for dear, jus wanna tell pls dun take wad i told u jus now so easily, it may be happening, i noe u are not worried but this is not kiddin man. he really mean it ok. if he really does it, i tell u dun regret it ok. Dear pls dun take it so easily, i am not saying tt u shld worry so much too. but pls i tell you. not kiddin ok. i noe dear this few days oso no mood, i noe cos he has been having headache and cant even sleep well for the past few days. dear i dun wan to trouble wif all the worries i am having now. but pls understand sometimes i cant help it. if u cant accept this way den i got nothin to say. Dear trust me, my intuition tells me pls dun take this easily. cos who might noe tt someday is he really did tt.

Musical Rockz!!!

2005-11-30T08:15:00.000+08:00

so tired today... woke up at 6.25am, still feeling tired... 2 days ago i blogged but dun noe why the internet crash den all my tots are gone! so sad... watever i wrote abt the musical is all gone den i haf to re-type it again k! anyway it is ok... becos all the memories are in my mind and heart. okok let me start all over again abt the musical...

Musical ended on the 25 of Nov a friday... all the hardwork and efforts were all presented on tt day... frm the start i was not at all interested in the musical cos my role was so small. the line was so short tt i could memorise on the first. my line was "Yah. Count all of us in" a total of 6 words in all... i was glad tt i did not choose to quit... if not i wont be able to get to noe more pple. pple daddy (ashley), doctor (dorence), nurse (hui leng), ms gan (annice), fiona (anastsia), en (ariel), kai (hamza), mud (zhao quan), gucci (jin siong) and ah long (shawn).

on thurs den we haf the first practice at the TFA, it was still quite messy cos everyone was still not sure or the procedures. but it is ok... den on fri it was the last practice. fri i arrived at 9.07am was 7 mins late la... hehe! caro and pat had to wait for me. den we went in to the TFA, the teacher asked us whether have we eaten our breakfast, we said no den she allowed us to have ours first. so went to look for daddy den we met jun xiong on the way and asked him to come along too. we ate ours till abt 9.40am den we went back.

so we went back and started the first rehersal for the day... it was still quite messy but better den thurs. at least it was in a more neater way.. tt day was so far the best of all man. it was fun and it is frm den on i got to noe the cast better. den after the rehersal we went for a quick lunch. abt 20 mins, was eating in FJ with nurse, teacher and suzie. sorry for the interval, sometink bad happened to both me and caro. caro u noe wad i mean rite. wad is lost cn be saved again wan!

the make up artist came to the dressing room and it is time for us to hget ready and so we started our make up. OMG! the make up tt we haf was like so terrible. i mean caro looked as if she is goin to sing opera and den for me i was like dolly... even though like tt we still took alot of pics with each other. mr hang helped us take lots of pics den it was fun noe! we oso took lots of pic wif annice and hui leng... using both jin siong and annice camera.

finally it was the final performance, it started well. so far everyone still memorise their line. one funny tink was after every scene ended, u will see jin siong, zhao quan and shawn looking for their scripts to memorise their scripts. i guess they are so busy wif their ica tt they do not even haf time to memorise their lines. so poor tink! hehe it was time for me and pat to show up on stage. we did our best to act wad we need, and finally it was the finale. it was not well after, cos we started without listening to the guitarist starting the first note. it was all a mess. hehe but the guitarist was clever enough to keep up wif us. (Ps* sorry guitarist i dun noe how to spell ur name! but no worries cos i noe who u are and noe how to call u!)

the end, the musical has ended. all is finally over, all over. we really had lots of fun cos we get to noe lots of pple! esp frm the sbm clud. hope tt we cn join it too!

on tues we had lunch wif the cast too, me, pat, caro, daddy, jun xiong and dorence. but guess who we saw, we saw jun siong and shawn in the canteen. however zhao quan and hamza cant make it to the lunch cos they had to do project la... hiya hope tt we cn haf another proper lunch together la. okok tt's all i tink i tok much so tt's the end... tok next time!

So Poor Tink....

2005-11-20T15:01:00.001+08:00

Jus received a new jus now... my dear so suay... so poor tink must be feeling sad now and somemore i nt there to pei him. how i wish i was there wif him now. must be feeling so down now... he noes sure kana scolded by dad and mum wan... i noe nothing cheers him up now... i noe he is jus putting a brave front in front of me. jus did not wan me to worry... hiya dear nvm wan u cn jus tell me! i cn lend u a listening ear, a shoulder too if u wan... hehe... dear dear no worries i will be right beside u to support u all the way.. now i oso dun noe wad to say... really feeling at loss of words. feeling kind of heart ache for my dear.. losing $200++ bike. i noe he is feeling very depressed now. dear dear i love u!!!

i tell u if it was me i tink i will cry out loud liao... losing such an expensive present. i probably wont be as clear-minded as dear. i tink i wont even tok or do anytink. probably jus stare at the air.. or lock myself in the room to jus cry for one day... poor tink... my precious little darling... hehe.. (ps* sorry pple for being so mushy...) hehe dear tt's for u ok! i love u dear so everytink would be fine ok. will be there for u no matter wad ok!

So true now

2005-11-17T01:50:00.000+08:00

thanks for the concern from my frens, i noe they are concerned abt me and zt... but i cn tell you all now, all is fine already!!! u noe sometimes couple need to go thru some tough period so tt they will noe tt they are meant for each other. this is wad we are goin thru now. i hope in future we are able to pass thru all obstacles together cos this is important for us. all is fine now and i hope that this will continue on. hehe....

my dear and i have been sick for the past 1 week, he has completely recovered and now it is my turn. so sick, went to see the doc yest and he said i am suffering from upper respiratory infection. sound serious rite. i tell u it is true ok! the flu bug in me is making me sick ok... i cant even do anytink abt it. i wanna breathe properly is also prob now. i was get well now cos for the next few weeks we will be having ica. may i pass all my ica. wont be meeting dear for the next few days. cos he got the world cyber games to go to. incharge of the participants meals and all... hiya hope to see him soon!!! it is our 9th mnth this fri!! so looking forward for it to come! i love u dear and seeya on fri!!!!

Not sure of the future...

2005-10-30T05:19:00.000+08:00

Many tinks has happened to the both if us recently, we have been having quarrels lately, and the worst is we are still getting no where. sometimes i tink we are not compatable at all. Maybe we shld remain as frens, maybe tt would be the best choice for us. i really envy caro and her boy boy, how cn they be together for 3 years ++... 3 long years.... i tink it is really a tough to the both of us now. breaking and patching, this scene has been acting up recently, i really dun feel like goin on anymore. i am tired and sick already. i dun haf the energy to hold on anymore. i am havin asthma again and again. each time is gettin more and more serious. frankly speaking i dun noe wad am i hloding on for the both of us. i am completely lost and wanna noe the ans. yest i plucked up the courage and i asked him. the ans i got was wad i predicted, but i did not expect him to hlod it for so long. i dun noe between us is there love or responsibiltiy????? this is an unknown qns. i cn find no one to get the ans. please cn someone gif me the ans. my mind has gone thru many tots and yet none seems to be the right one. i am feeling very cold now.

2005-09-07T08:49:00.000+08:00

Actually i dun noe wad to do so i decided to blog... all have been well until yest my mum and sis said sometink. i really dun noe wad to do now... their words made me so sad... they jus dampen my spirits... we were suppose to go and eat seoul garden tml, but it was cancelled. The reason was becos of me. i am sick and i still cant eat those heaty food, and i cn only eat plain food. Today i only had plain congee and some cai xin for both lunch and breakfat, even if there is more food i oso dun feel like eating...

Rite at this moment, i dun noe wad i wan to do, maybe the besttink for me to do now is to cry. but i cant seem to cry out. wad to do, why do tinks always haf to turn out this way... i am so lost... no one at this point of time can seem to ans my qns. really nothing cn help to brighten up. i am too upset to tink or do other tinks. other den watching tv, i really cant find other tinks to do. i jus wanna CRY OUT! wad is stopping me? i wanna cry out so tt i cn feel better... i noe myself too well i noe i am running away frm reality, but cant they jus let me be childish for once.

i have been sick and down wif asthma, i wasn't upset at all cos i noe dear would be there to look after and support. i was nv afraid of it at all, even though there were times my asthma made me breathless and weak, i really was not afraid at all. i nv tok abt my family in my blog at all. cos i believe every family has their own probs. if i were to rite all them down den i tink it owuld take me years man...

Cn someone tell me wad cn i do to make myself feel better. i am so lost. okok tt's all...

I am SICKKKK!!!!

2005-09-06T09:31:00.000+08:00

So sad hasen't been well for the past few days... i am having my asthma again... hiya den i made my dear so worried and i feel so bad... looking at the photos tt kethy took frm the chalet... many memories came following back... although we did haf some misunderstandings, we still enjoyed ourselves... we had a lot of fun, laughter, peace and joy. see i am coughing again.. each time i cough it is so bad... oh no! i cant really enjoy myself.. so sad la... hiya i dun noe wad to do now so tt i cn get well soon... please cn someone help me i wanna get well soon but it seems to be gettin worse... oh no!

2005-09-05T12:32:00.000+08:00

mi dear is SICKKKK!!!!! she is down with asthma due to the weather change and all the people burin incense paper.......so woried.....haiz....long tym no blog liao....nw mi dear is bside mi and she ask mi to blog....so i did.....was too woried abt her to conc.....nw she is lyk so dizzy....lyk wan to faint liddat....

yesterdae she felt so bad tt she fainted in the lift on the way hme....she is so sick nw tt every little tink triggers her asthma.....even being inside a stuffy lift makes her feels bad.....nw she hao lian try to do sit-up den realise tt she has no strength to do it....woried woried woried....tiz few daes i m so woried....tt tym i sick she took care of mi nw itz mi turn bt mine wasnt life threatenin bt her may cause her to lose her life....

haiz....nt even tinkin ok liao.....she is sick n i haf test so i cant b wif her....so so woried....she tell mi tt she ma bcum a burden to mi in the future bt i dun care....she is the oni 1 i luv......i juz wan to c her happi den i m hapi le....

although alot of bad tinks happend, there is oso a piece of gd news....2dae, on 4th of Sep 2005, mi n mi dear went to get her nintendo DS n nintendogs, a game....she seems so hapo plaein it....although she din tell mi, i noe tt she is actualli v heartache abt the money she saved....haiz........

aniwae, she alwaes lyk to put a brave front in front of mi bt i can c her hands shakin when she holds her chopsticks to eat yoshinoya yesterdae......bt she tell mi alot of tinks tt i noe is nt true....lyk she ok or tt she is fine.....realli hope she gets well soon......dear i luv u!!! dun wori...even if ur asthma is a lifelong illness i will still luv u as much if nt more den wad i luv u nw!!!!

my exams are finally over!!!!

2005-08-27T12:17:00.000+08:00

for the past few weeks i haf been studying all day, and nv stop! today is the last paper principle of management, yest i could not really studying. but luckily i management to complete studying la.. now i am having hoildays but i dun noe wad do i wan to do la... i am not feeling really right now. having gastric pain now, and got home and jus had my lunch. i am kind of full now. my dear still haven blog yet... i really dun wad i wan to rite, cos i cn tell you tt my mind is blank now... i will update the blog later so i tok to you some other time later ok! dear stillhaven blog yet... hiya still waiting for him to blog la...

(type at 2.07pm)

now looking at other people rpoblem, i tink our prob is so minor... i learnt sometink new today, is tt frens are not as simple as wad people tink. so i really treasure the frenship tt i got, between mc 6 and me!!!! i am so happy to be able to find so many gd frens in poly, and there really my gd frens! caro the woman, ebby my schoolmate, lynette the little baby in mc 6, si yan the blur gal, wei qi the "beautiful voice" and also the red head gal, and many many more... difficult to note it in the blog noe...

the exams are finally over liao... we cn really haf a good rest, den somemore on mon, we are having a class chalet!!! i am so happy! this is the time to bond the class bonding and i believe tt we will haf a good time and i look forward to the time where we all cn enjoy!!! playin mahjong!!! hehe this is gonna be fun! i wanna to haf a good time and i noe this is the time to rest well, rest and enjoy all tt i cn this is wad i wanna this to be!

dear all the best for ur project work and ur presentation, i hope tt you cn solve all ur frenship probs and tt you cn be happy everyday! i hope tt you noe wad you are doin. and wont regret wadever decision tt you make. for you noe tt no matter wad i will support you all the way! do the tinks tt you tink is right and best of!!! i love you dear!

i LOVE you my dear darling!

2005-08-12T13:09:00.000+08:00

knowing tt u are completely well i am so happy... i dun noe wad to say... for the past few days i noe you are feeling very terrible, cos of the high fever and all tt i noe u are tired and sleep alot. today wen you ask, "how come my hand is shaking?", all i cn tell you tt is the side effect of eating medicine. cos last time i used to eat medicine so i noe it. seeing you everyday makes me feel so xin fu... i dun noe wad to say, i dun noe how to express in words, i only noe how use my actions to prove tt i really love you so much! i hope you cn get my message. for the past few days, i am really enjoying myself, i have been stress lately, cos my exams are coming and i only jus started studying. but i am happy cos i am still able to see you everyday! i love my dear darling! no matter wad happens, i will be there for you!

still sick? feeling any better?

2005-08-06T22:23:00.000+08:00

are you feeling better dear? i dun tink so, cos oyu are still coughing very badly la... i noe you are still having a flu but i sitll you are gettin well soon ok! last night my dear and i went to watch the maid! all i cn say is tt it si very scary ok! i was scared stiff! i actually wanted to try my luck! but intend turn out for the worse la... hehe i tink to highly of myself already.... tinking tt i might not be scare of it. in the end i was like OMG the show was so scary, i tell you last night i was i cant sleep, i was so frightened. after the show i came out frm the cinema, i was shivering and my hands were so cold! it was so dark in the night somemore. it was at abt 11pm that the show ended la.. we went to the taxi stand to wait for a taxi but almost all the taxis were on call so no choice we went to took the last train and stopped at amk and we took a taxi back to my hse.

reached my home, dear went to took a bathe and followed on was me. both of us were really scared by the show tt we couldn't sleep. we on the lights and managed to sleep only at abt 2pm. i still could not get to sleep and den i was like tossing and turning the whole night. i am so tired today! my exams are coming and i cn feel the stress now. i have even started studying yet. i better pray to god tt i must pass the test if not i am dead!

anyway dear and i were suppose to go out today, but dear say he was tired so he went home to sleep and i went shopping myself. so sad... i had to go shopping all alone. but i noe tt dear was tired, so i not angry i was jus disappointed. i tink dear till now is still sleeping. anyway tt's all for today...

jus wanna say i love you darling!

My Darlink is SICK!!!!

2005-07-31T11:25:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! i really got a shocked on fri... u told me tt you are sick and it might be dengue fever... i mean i was like so worried and my heart almost dropped out... u kept telling me tt you are very xin ku... i oso cant do anytink to help, i wanted to got there and stay beside you to take care of you... ur temp was like 38.4, 39++ might be reachin 40 i was so so worried... i hope you are feelin better....

on friday i accompanied you to the doc, i was like i hope tt it is nothing serious, luckly it was jus normal fever... i really hope tt u are eelin better now! been to ur hse on fri and took care of you i hope wadever i am doin now did helped you! cos i oso dun noe wad cn do now to make you feel better.... if staying beside you will make oyu feel better i am willing to do so until you get well... Dear you must get well soon ok... mon goin to start sch liao, haf to take care of youself ok! no matter wad!

Dear i jus wanna tell you... no matter how many quarrels we haf in the past, i oso dun care now many times i or you haf made each other angry, all i jus noe tt i still love you as much as ever.... and i noe tt you feel the same way as i do! Dear you must jia you ok! no matter wad u must get well soon ok! will be beside you no matter wad ok! i LOVE YOU

2005-07-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

this post has no title, cos i wanna it to be jus a post. this month is really a busy week for me and my dear, i have my own projects to do, he has his own projects to do. For him after the busy week he is free now! now he has one week holiday and here i am doin my projects and getting ready for my semestral exam.... so tough and stress for me now! actually i kind of regret the course tt i chose... it is so boring and not as easy as i tot. numerous projects coming and i dun seems to be able to see time where i cn rest. this is like OMG!!!! i am so busy, busy and busy. no time even to haf enough sleep. i tink almost everyone in my class also feels the same way as i do...

my dear has gone for his vacation, went for his fren's chalet. They are having a bbq on tuesday, too bad i cant make it. cos i need to prepare for my presentation and ica 2. i really wanna go but i cant la.. hehe. i noe dear will definitely enjoy wan! i tink he has been looking forward for this week to come, where he cn finally rest and enjoy himself.

For me, now i need to work hard and complete all my projects... this is the most major tink tt i haf to do now. the econs project is really a killer sub, if u get the wrong ans and i tell u tt's it man... i am so stress now! today is the only the first day not seeing my dear only and i miss him already. this sceniro is jus the 2 weeks holiday, wen i went to m'sia fot holiday...

hehe anyway i will haf to learn to be independent, for dear is not beside me. this is a good time for me to lose weight! hehe 6 days later i wanna slim down! my goal and target!

lastly Happy Birthday to Nisha!!!!!

hey tml is finally the EOC presentation!!!!

2005-07-20T14:08:00.000+08:00

i am so excited and i wanna it to come quickly.... i mean it is like we haf been preparing this since the start wen we receive the project. since we haf decided we went on wif the "video"idea... i am so excited abt it, i mean this is not an easy job man! so many tinks to do including, editing, preparing the props and also reharseral. so many tinks to do man, for this project i have been spending many late nights outside, reaching home at abt 10pm in the night. this kind of life has been like goin on for a few days already. it is so tiring man! i haven been goin to my grandma's hse to do happy and this is not a good tink. i tink almost for a week or so, i have not seen en wei. i miss her so much, and wanna play wif her again.... i really miss the days in my sec sch where i need not do so many projects, all i haf to do is jus to domy homework and hand in on time tt's all! i miss the life in my sec! but at the same time i oso like my poly life.... i get to noe so many pple and made frens wif them. i haf a click named the mc 6 and den get to noe better frens like, kethy, pat, li hua and charlene! so happy leh! both li hua and pat came to my hse to stayed and den i cn still rember we stayed up until very late to do it.

although all these tiring and busy tinks has been, nothing cn be compared to wad happen yest. it my my 5 month wif my dear darling! it was so happy in the morning, he came to sch and gave a big surprise. he held a bouquet of flowers in his hand and walked towards me! i was so shocked and happy at the same. so he asked lyn to bought it for me. at least he bother to ask lyn to buy. i noe guys like him wont noe wad to buy, so dear dun worry i cn understand ok! i love u dear the flowers were really nice. i tink this blog comtains both our happy and sad moments, he times tt we share... it was really a long long time. ok la... it wasn't consider short or long, but to me i tink this is forever! dear i dun wanna put the unhappiness in this blog, cos this is suppose to be a happy blog. but anyway i really LOVE tt FLOWERS and the WALLET!!!! it was really wad i wanted! i noe u spent alot this month, so we will try to save for the next month ok! i miss and love you so much! by the way HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LYNETTE! sorry cant really celebrate cos need to prepare the eoc presentation! anyway wish u all the best ok!

ENOUGH is ENOUGH!

2005-07-14T16:52:00.000+08:00

i mean all this tt is goin on is enough... i really have enough of it... now i tink dear u must be feeling very sad rite... why did i pull u down to this man. i mean frm the start it has nothing to do wif u... but wad happen? i really dun noe, i am so sorry tt i made u lose a fren. i mean i really apologise for tt! i am so sorry! dear so much tinks has happen, projects is like nv ending and den my icas man! i tink i am goin to fail liao! please for me tt i cn pass all of it ok! i am so scared la! i really dun wan to repeat for the module again, this kind of life is sometink i nv wanna repeat it again!

the problems to mc 6 is nv solved, so wad if doro did say out that she mention "dale" to albin. i mean i oso wanna why did she say it? wad does it mean? i dun understand.... no one will noe the ans, and the ans to this qns is only doro who noes it. i tink this, will be a secret forever. i dun noe wad to say, all has been to awakard, i cant explain how i feel. i feel like i am the main cause of this whole prob and i am scared tt i am actually making a big fuss out of the whole tink. true enough, initally doro did made me really angry and this is true, i nv will deny this fact. i mean wad is done cant be undone. i really have no comments anymore! i give up, this prob is troubling us too much, and we the mc 6 cn say tt we have enough of it. even those who are gd temper are also fuming, so wad do u tink. this matter is getting out of hand now!

i really have no comments. i feel so guilty,dear where are u! i wanna share all my feelings to u! but facing u makes me feel so guilty. i dun wanna u to go back to ur sec life! i noe it has been a terrible one. and i oso dun wanna to see u being tied down r frenship probs like me. i wanna u to be happy!

calling out for mc 6! i need u guys too! i noe this is a tough time for all of us, i believe u haf tot thru how do u wanna face doro in future after u noe the truth. the truth is the truth, we all must learn to accept. and i believe mc 6 will still go on. this is sometink i wanna say it out loud, this is the time where i cn say we share " BOTH HAPPINESS AND WOES TOGETHER!" yeah! i noe this is nothing to be happy abt, but tink on the brighter side, hasen't this prob made us stronger? i tink so u noe, i believe this matter has made us see a clearer view of each other, cn say tt we has seen the true side of mc 6! maybe u all dun trust me but i tink this is so true! i dedicated this part of the para to mc 6! "WE ARE A FAMILY AND THIS IS A NV GONNA CHANGE TRUTH! I HOPE ALL OF US IS REALLY THE BESTEST OF FRENS IN THE POLY LIFE! MC 6! THANKS FOR MAKING MY LIFE IN POLY SO INTERESTING. NV TOT I WOULD HAF A BUNCH OF FRENS TT CN BE SO CLOSE! NV WOULD I TINK TT WE HAF TO GO THRU THIS TOGETHER! I AM SO TOUCHED WHENEVER I SEE ALL OF US SO UNITED TOGETHER! ALL THE MOMENTS TT WE CRY AND LAUGH! NO ONE CN DAI TI, MC 6 I LOVE ALL OF U AND U ARE LIKE SISTERS, I MAYBE THE MOST CHILDISH IN THE GROUP. BUT WADEVER IT IS I STILL WANNA SAY TT MC 6 WE STAND AS ONE, HEARTS ARE LINKED TOGETHER AND I CN PROUDLY SAY TT NO ONE IN THIS WHOLE CN SEPARATE US!"

tt's all for today and hope tt all probs cn be solved and tt we will go back to tt happy old days!

The cruelest tink on earth is the "TRUTH"

2005-07-10T15:57:00.000+08:00

Truth has nv been the word in reality, "truth' will cause certain pple to be hurt and disappointed. "Truth" will nv be revealed until sometink happen, this sometink is the most hurtful words and they cn be killer words.

these few days mc 6 has gone thru the most terrible days, the few of us seems so scattered, we have of our own views and tinking. frenship problems and the so many tinks tt has happen, all is such a mess. i really dun noe wad to say and tt i hope tt tinks will return back to normal. since we all noe tt for this time period now we cannot go back to wad mc 6 used to be, the 7 of us so happy. cos we noe tt this is the reality and tt we cant escape from it, we used to as happy as ever, but cn this still be like in the future? this is a tough qns, i believe nobody in mc 6 cn ans tt. The main tink is tt cn we still accept her? We will help her to change, but cn it be an easy job? I noe it cant but I am sure tt we cn do a job k... i haf no wish to tok abt it an more i jus wanna forget abt and get on wif my life!

On the 8th july i am sure mc 6 had the most unforgettable day! cos it is a day where we cn put behind our troubles and enjoy ourselves! we prepared a seriers of surprises for carol! we hope tt she really did enjoe herself! hehe i am sure everyone in mc 6 did k! hehe this day cn never be forgetten!

firstly me and lyn were in charge of blind folding caro! den next we brought her to the sports hall toilet den there we start the splashing of water. tot tt we will not get it but in the end everyone got drenched! including both wei qi and lex oso got wet! of cos getting wet was not part of our plan, our plan was tt carol got wet and tt wen we are done wif splashing her den we will run away. however in the end we still got drenched. so we went into the accounts class in wet clothings. we sat on the chair and some cn still feel the water dripping k! anyway after lesson we cut the cake and den we gave carol her presents and a bouquet of flowers! this flowers were given to her on behalf of her boy boy! although he was not there, at least he still managed to give her flowers. upon receiving the flowers carol whole face was red and we all knew tt she was happy! hehe

anyway her boy boy says tt she will make up for her so not too bad. ok tt's all for today. dear this is how i spent my day on friday! will update wen there is more ok!

tt sunday nite, an unforgettable one...

2005-07-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

dear i miss u so much... the anger in my heart has appease already, toking to you on the phone on sunday nite really hurts me... i being angry wif u and u said the wrong tinks without asking me... i mean i was really hurt at tt time, i feel so wad u noe. this is actually a secret between the both of us, a secret is a secret and this mean only the both of us... but u broke this trust and told ur frens... u ask me why dun i scold u... i told i got nothin to say, at tt point of time i jus couldn't noe wad to to say to you. not sure is it angry, disappointed or sad, i am not sure at tt time, but sometink is sure tt i am really fuming tt nite... tt 's why my attitude tt day was really bad, my attitude towards u was terrible too... now reviewing back i tink i was gonna say tt u nv spare a tot for my feelings, u didn't tot of tt i maybe embarrassed noe... really angry at tt moment wen u say tt in conference tt nite wif ur fren. i was shocked and den u still cn chat happily and den leaving me there keeping quiet in one corner...

tt sun nite i noe i couldn't continue on so i say "if u dun put down the phone, i will!" den i put the phone down, and i kept quiet tinking thru and my tears couldn't control anymore and they start rolling down... it kept rolling down non stop and my heart is aching at the same time, the ache in my heart is so strong tt i dun noe wad to do but jus to cry... den i cried too much i till fell asleep...

At abt 4 am u called me, i heard u crying, my heart started to ache again. this time is not cos i am angry but is cos i heard u crying so sadly... my tears came rolling again.. u told me u blog from 3 to 4am but the internet explorer crashed and all ur efforts are gone, i noe u must feeling realy terrible... all the words and tots to me are gone... i noe how u feel but i dun noe how cn i help u... u told me u wrote a lot of feelings in tt post and all is gone... u also said u blog as u cried, at tt particular moment i felt so fortunate and touched, fortunate tt my first bf love me so much and touched tt u cried for me... dun tink u are useless i tell u are not! i tell u are the best and the one and only tt will do tt for me! this is the truth.

then suddenly ur words brought me from heaven to hell... u said "i bring colours into ur world of black and white, den now u brought the colours out of my life" i was shocked at this statement, pain enough to hurt both me and u... den u still continue on by saying, "tot u are the one nicest to me, but the last tink u say to me on the previous conversation " if u dun put down the oh i will!" really hurt me" i cn also tell u at tt time wen u said all this i was as hurt as u are... wad makes u tink the words tt u say to me didn't hurt me... i was equally hurt as u are... den i could still i said i didn't wan to meet u on mon, cos i need time to tink over. i mean i was jus tinking only wad... doesn't mean i will honour it rite... den ur sms to me really so sad noe, asking for my forgivness, i mean yes no matter wad i will stil forgive u wan... "Breaking Up" has never appeared in my mind, u said u are prepared for it, i mean prepare wad? there is nothing for u to prepare cos i nv tot of breaking up... i still love u as ever and this will nv change, even till the end of the time! so no worries!

Till yesterday, u ask me whether u wan wanna meet for lunch, i said ok.. den in the morning i met caroline, she asked me wad i looked so sad den i told my prob wif u. as the form of respect i nv told her anytink i jus told her tt i was really angry wif. den after lesson went to FJ, tok to lynette, again my tears couldn't control again and i started tearing. si yan came back wif her food and ask me if i am alright... to Si yan "thanks for the concern!" went for a walk wif lynette and i asked her if i should forgive u, den i tot thru the tinks tt we went thru and wad u did for me, i mean if u dun love me so much, u will not bother to wait for 6 hours and cry for me too... i mean yes i am touched!

so i decided to forgive, had an heartfelt tok wif u and den i am not angry anymore. really tt is the truth! jus wanna tell u "there should be no more again ok! one more time and i tink i will be more cruel den this ok!" (* cos i noe u wont!*) as for ur frens i will see how tinks goes by ok... let nature takes it course!

To my dear lao gong!
u said all your efforts are gone den me now at the internet and web lesson blogging, to help u back with the 300 sentences of tt u wrote to me... this one is for u! I LOVE U DEAR NO MATTER WAD AND THIS WILL NV CHANGE, U TOK TO ME ABT OUR FUTURE HSE AND I CN SEE TT TOO! DEAR I NOE WE MAY HAF QUARRELS IN THE FUTURE, BUT I BELIEVE TT WE CN RESOLVE ALL THIS IN NO TIME! I HAVE FAITH IN THE BOTH OF US OK! dear this is the longest blog i haf ever blog and i hope tt this will kind of help u in the blog tt u couldn't blog on sun ok! take care dear and rember to sleep well ok! hope tt wen u read this blog u cn feel the way i feel! I LOVE U DEAR LAO GONG!

I MISS U!!!

2005-06-30T13:46:00.000+08:00

i miss u dear! having the tots tt i might not see u today makes me feel so sad... but the sight of seeing u look so tired make me even more sad la.. but i dun care i jus wan to see u! today end class 20 minutes earlier so decided to take a bus down to ur hse, all jus becos i wanna see u! i tink u might be on the bus or jus reach home, trying to settle now la... dear i miss u so much! really miss u so much!

i have been very tired for the pass few days la.. i am really tired now! been to tennis on wed and den jus learnt the basis of the tennis, this makes me so happy! really so happy! finally learn how to play tennis liao! last time only see pple play den now i oso cn play so naturally i will feel so happy la. hehe but i still miss my dear so much! yes yes!
i noe we have been all so tired for the pass few days ok la..i adimt me too! feelin very tired now too!

okok very tired now.. update tml la

Love Jes!

dear dun worry...

2005-06-29T00:20:00.000+08:00

dear dun worry if u cant blog frequently, cos i cn understand, u dun haf the habit of blogging so i oso noe tt u dun like it... so i wont force u... u cn blog whenever u wan... this blog of ours will always be there... hehe... no probs! anyway jus finished my quiz... wad not very satisfied wif my marks, so i tink i haf to jia you for the next quiz (maybe next week?). today's lesson until 5pm, need to wait for me until 5pm, feel so bad... asking my dear to wait for me so long... but anyway thanks dear! i love u!

Hey some words to caroline and her sisters! (hey carol ask ur sis to read too!)
the stay at ur hse was really good! i really enjoyed it.. the tok we haf tt nite was gd man, this is call the 4 gals tok! hehe... tok kind of much la...hehe so wad do u all tink? carol's elder sis was kind of clever too, cn actually guess correct my parents age, so wad cn i say, she could even guess how many siblings i haf (note* is 2 sisters ok! the correct no. and gender!)
cool rite! hehe! anyway if next time got time again i wanna go there to stay again, this time ask more pple to go so tt cn help to eat the durians la..hehe... anyway tt's all for now!

back to mi dear lao gong...
hehe... tinking back, looking at denny... i tink we are so fortunate, luckily we decide fast and nv hesistate. so i tink is not too bad la..am really happy tt i am wif u and not someone else... i want to be together wif u forever and till the end of time (is it too mushy... hehe) my darling, i really love u so much and wanna be wif u no matter, i will treasure and cherish u no matter wad... i love u and this one cannot be express by words... wanna be wif u all the time... this one is really wad i wan la.. hehe... so may we be together wif u all the time... I LOVE U MY DEAR!

Love Jes!

on the 22nd to the 24th!!!

2005-06-26T16:47:00.000+08:00

Been to Caroline's hse for the past few days, do u noe where is this place! Her hse at Malaysia!!!! hehe finally went to her hse, so happyleh.. bought a lot of food, bought a skirt for ringgit 52 ok! it is like abt SGD$26 ok! anyway this is ok...cos i oso bought a shirt for my boy boy (my darling=) he said it looks nice and i am so happy abt it la... cos finally bought sometink for him tt he said it is nice. noe tt me taste is a bit, u noe la..
hehe so if he say it is nice tt means it is nice la... wen he wear i den u pple cn see liao..

Came back to SG so tired la... but still i miss my boy boy so muh, den after putting down my bag i took a bus 25 down to nyp to look for him. secretly went to buy the comic books tt he like, (called moi di) he finally collected the whole collection of it... hehe although he kind of like say me why waste money to buy for him, i told him it is ok, cos it is sometink he like and i wan him to haf it so i dun mind spending money and time to go and buy for him. As long as he is happy la.. i noe he dote alot on me, so like wise i will oso do tt to him, willing to spend the time and money on him too... all jus cos he is my LOVE!!! i dun mind being tired! ( to my dear--> DEAR I DUN MIND THE TIME AND MONEY SPENT ON YOU! AS LONG AS U ARE HAPPY! I LOVE U SO MUCH SO ALL THESE IS WORTH ONE! JUS LIKE WAD U HAF DONE FOR ME! I HOPE U ARE TOUCHED! COS I AM!)

hehe sorry for the long long msg, cos i noe i haven blog for very long liao... so must blog long long la... went to highlight my hair, the colour looks nice and i am happy abt the colour la... not too bad i cn say the hairdreser is good man!( lyn thanks for the recommend! will go there more often la!)

Sat as my dar dar to come to my hse for dinner, my mum prepare steamboat and went to the supermarket to buy lota of food la... too much till we cant finish, but it is surpisingly tt i am not tt full noe... hehe... i noe today my darling is oso very tired cos he went round wif me for almost a whole day la.. even though he doesn't say it, however, in my heart i jus noe it... i am really touched! really! thanks dear once again!

sorry keep jumping around cos wanna say a lot of tinks la... hey one comment, carol's mum cook really good food man... i ate so much tt day and i really enjoy her tt dish, but jus dun noe wad is the name of it la.. hehe
carol's sisters were also very cute la.. hehe so fun to tok to them. a hse of woman, jus like me and my family! i oso found out another tink, carol oso has the same air con as me... see la... no wonder we so close la..
hehe similar air con (sorry too thick skin liao) hehe dun mind ok!

back to sat, the dinner was good man. in the morning, my mood was really down man, oso dun noe wad happen la... jus all of a sudden dun feel gd, maybe was yest got scolded by my parents for my ph bill la..
hiya wad to do they scold den i sad loh... anyway all is done now, so i wont go and tink anymore.

so long nv see my dear en wei liao... been cuter la.. hehe nv see her for 2 days only den feel she change liao..
kids jus grow up fast... my aunt too goin to curise for abt 4 days. will miss her noe! bon voage to her! (pardon for the wrong spelling)

tok too much today liao... feeling a bit tired liao... will say more tml ok!

words to my dear: i love u my dear no matter wad! will stand beside u and not leave jus like wad u say to me i am happy as long as u r happy! this sentence applies to me too! as long as u are happy i am happy too! I LOVE U FOREVER! I HOPE TT W CN LAST TILL THE END OF TIME! I LOVE SO MUCH!

Love Jes

Everytink is OVER! We are back to normal again...

2005-06-16T14:48:00.000+08:00

Dear i am so happy tt we are back to normal again, actually i noe for the past few days we haven been very happy, u are upset, so am i. I mean no one is happy this wk, going out wif u, meeting u, oso hasn't been really gd... But i am glad tt all is really over! We haf clear all our misunderstanding and we learn to compromise liao.. i am really feeling very happy! the feeling of love is back again. the word "break up" sha;; nv appear in our dic again ok? we will be as happy as ever and no matter i believe tt we cn stay together forever wan! i believe there is no prob tt we cant solve la..

jus like this, wen we tot tt we cant help it anymore, ever tot of breaking up, den in the end we still solve like tt... see! there is nothing tt we cant solve la.. hehe=p... i really feel so relieved wen we finally come to a conclusion la.. finally all the prob is solved and so we are back to the happy old times again! i am so happy! heeh

hope tt this will remain forever, i noe it is impossible, cos i believe tt we will still haf some quarrels, but still i will love u forever!

I LOVE U MY DEAR FOREVER!
Love jes

hi...i m here 2 blog again...

2005-06-09T03:06:00.000+08:00

dear...i m nw havin visualarts klass den i quickly cum blog during a bit of free tym...haha...sori tt i seldom blog la...bt i m realli tryin mi best 2 make an effort 2 blog le..

dun worri la...wads past is past le...so u dun haf 2 worri abt anitink...noe u goin thru a v tirin period nw wif all ur icas so i dun blame u 4 anitink tt has happened...itz nt ur fault oso...

noe u havin flu la...ask u take care of urself n slp early u dun wan...haiz...c la...nw sick liao hw? take care of urself la...i noe u wan to get good grades bt oso muz take care ok?? dun make mi wori 4 u la...haha....

aniwae gtg liao...break over le...blog nxt tym ba...

It has been a disasatrous week!... I hate it man...

2005-06-08T01:19:00.000+08:00

it hasn't been a good week, everyone hasn't been feeling good, the tinks tt happen for the past few week really i cn tell u... the worst of the worst. Quarrelling and misunderstanding, i cn tell u i hate them all... i jus dun noe wad had happen... i really have no idea wad really happen this week. all i noe is tt i am very busy, sick and tired. now i am blogging during internet and web class, i am getting a flu now! this is irritating and i noe i cant get sick, cos i am having 2 ICAS coming up! oh dear, i am so sad and hurt for this week... all these tt had happen this week really made me see the true colours of some people... i am so disappointed... anyway thanks for standing beside all this while and i am grateful for all tt u haf done for me..

i love u!
frm Jes

2005-06-03T16:42:00.000+08:00

sori dear...4 nt bloggin constantly...bt i realli dun haf e habit la...bt 4 u...i'll try 2 blog sumtink ebri nw n den ok??

was sorta force 2 blog by u coz u owaes sae i dun blog anitink de...so nw i m here...again...haha...haiz..itz bin a veri bad week 4 e both of us...ebritink iz lyk so wrong lo...aiya...ebritink iz mi fault la...i noe i owaes go overboard de...

i realli hope tt tinks will b beta 4 us soon...i noe it will de...i realli dun hope 2 c our relationship go so bad...wad happened 2 us?? i realli feel so sad u noe...haiz...i cant tink anitink 2 blog so tink tiz blog will b quite short ba...rmbr tt nyt whe n tinks gt v v bad?? i was so scat tt we were juz gonna break lo...luckily we din...if nt i realli duno hw i m gonna live on liao...

u realli haf bcum a part of mi life so much so tt i realli cant lose u nw..mayb u tink i v nian u...bt i realli luv u so much tt i cant live 1 dae without seein u lo...mayb others tink i m exaggeratin bt u c frm all e tinks i do whether itz true anot...

i realli hope tiz bad period will pass by us soon bt i realli haf no idea wad 2 do le... i can oni pray tt it will soon b over ba...hope tiz wun affect our relationship....

luv u so so much mi dear...
mani *huggyz n kisses*

zt.....

i dun noe wad to say...

2005-05-30T09:39:00.000+08:00

dear i apologise for yest, i am really truly sorry! actually i noe u did lots of stuffs for me, i tink i am taking u for granted and i really need to reflect on it liao... i have been tinking thru this morning even until wen we tok on the phone, i am really truly sorry, i hope u cn see this post and understand how truly sorry i am! i mean i noe i am being unreasonable yest for saying such tinks to u.. u haf really done a gd job as a bf, i am the one who is asking too much frm u liao. if anyone who wants to gif up i tink the person shld be u...

cos i noe becos of me u haf been very tired, all these i saw. tt's why i feel so hurt to see u like tt, to see ur eyes so red and all. i noe i love u so much am u dun wan to lose u... i really apologise to wad i said yest. i hope u will forget wad i said and we cn like happy as b4 ok!

i am truly sorry for all tt! i still love and misses u so much! back to sch again! i wish u all the best k! i will be supporting u all the way k! i love u!

frm Jes

Dream coming true! dear you make my dream come true...

2005-05-27T14:49:00.000+08:00

dear no worries i cn understand, i dun mind cos me myself cant blog everyday la.. i will do my best too... i am touched to these words from you! true enough i tink the same way as you! i love u so much too! Who still dares to say you are not gd at words, den tell tt person to look at our blog, den i tink tt person will get the ans liao.. hehe, i will keep this short too cos u noe how busy i will be for the next few weeks la.. wait till my holiday i will blog everyday k...

seeing u happy each day i feel so happy and joyful on the very day. seeing u getting upset and scolded by ur parents i feel so hurt for u... my heart really aches, and i jus wanna help you stop them frm nagging and scolding u. Although, today we only spend like 2 hours together, i tink it is enough, as long as i cn see you tt day i am contented enough. i noe at the pool i may seems bored but i cn see u playin wif ur frens i tink it is enough. i dun mind sitting there to see and suppot u!

Time jus passes so fast and so fast 18-06-2005 is coming soon, and by tt time u will be starting sch already and i am having my holiday! so sad, but i am sure we will both make time for each other and we den cn see each other everyday liao... i believe we are mature pple and we noe how to plan our time, so i cn understand no matter wad! i will also make time for u too!

hehe miss you and love you as much as you do!

Love Jes

Love belongz 2 oni e both of us....

2005-05-26T16:44:00.000+08:00

dear laopo...u noe i dun haf e habit of constantly bloggin rite? bbt 4 us ...i'll try 2 blog as often as i can...read on ba...

laopo...actualli u mite noe tiz liao,bt i realli cant live without u nw...juz lyk u, i miz u so badly even if it means i dun c u 4 1 dae...itz lyk u r integrated into mi life le...i m so used 2 havin u in mi life le tt i realli cant imagine mi life without u...i guess it wld sorta b lyk bread without kaya or roti prata without curry...haha...funni way of saein it bt itz true la...i feel tt if i realli lose u sumdae i cant live on wif mi life le...realli cant do without u...

u duno hw much i m lookin 4ward 2 our life 5 or 6 yrs later...when we start our own family...hw we r goin 2 build our dream hme...hehe...duno if u'll tink i m v mushy bt i realli do feel tiz way...haha...nw i m tokin 2 u on e fone n postin tiz...v wierd ba...n if i type anitink v wierd, itz bcoz i did nt haf enuff slp ba...

tink i'll kip tiz short la...i realli feel tt u r the one i m lookin 4 in mi life and i hope u feel the same way 2...tiz mth iz our 3rd mth n our 4th mth cumin soon le...i noe we will still b 2gther 2 celebrate our 1st yr n more de....

lovin u so deeply...nutin can changed mi luv 4 u...If the world cums 2 an end 2ml and i oni haf 1 dae more 2 live, i wan u 2 noe tt u r e 1 i wan 2 spend mi last dae wif...

luv u so much...missin u dearly...
ur laogong....

dear i am so touched!

2005-05-26T15:01:00.000+08:00

dear i am really happy to this see touching post... a beautiful post u.. who says you are not good at words, i tink you are really good man! u made feel on top of the world. i rember you telling me, in the past ur world has only 3 colours, black, white and grey. i hope tt i have added bright and rainbow colous into ur world. U mean the world to me, and frm the beginning i really had nv expected tt we would be together. We used to quarrel and hit each other.

i tink no one would ever expect us to be together! i am really happy tt i chose the right person! The Mr Right i have been looking. We have like been thru "thick and thin" together liao...acutally who cn ever predict tt... i mean i cant. i am oso not gd at words and to u all the beautiful words jus starts flowing out. tell you frankly i tink the same way as you do. looking back, frm 17 Jan 2005, the day i started work, 20 Jan 2005 till i met you, all seems so fated.

All of these jus came and tt's how we meet. SG has millions of pple and yet we are able to meet, this is sometink to be happy abt, cos i noe fate has brought us together! i really thank for the few gals (*u noe who are they*) for not accepting u, if not i tink we might not even be together now. We should really thank them. Dear i really love and treasure you so much! (*sorry too mushy*) hehe.

No matter wad i will wait for the 6 years to pass, and frm den we will noe wad to do. i cn only say this here, cant say this in front of u hehe. PS* dun mind me for being mushy*

My feelings to U... My dear lao gong...
U mean the world to me, u haf no idea how much joy you haf brought to me since we got together. U brighten up my life and u are part of my world now. i feel so lost without seeing u, the tinking of not being able to see u for the next few days only makes me misses you more! i am really looking forward to the time where we cn meet! i am looking forward to this friday's outing. i hope you are too! i love and miss u so much!

Love Jes

dear tiz iz 4 u...mi longest blog ever...hope u njoy readin~luv u!!

2005-05-25T13:36:00.000+08:00

dear...if u rmbr i promise u i'll cum in & blog de rite? haha...itz bin a v wonderful 3 mths since we gt 2gther...i really haf enjoy all e tym we spend 2gther especially in the recent weeks...i still rmbr the 1st dae i saw u...it was @ wrk...aniwae i din fall 4 u straight away, bt i started wantin 2 c u more...to wrk wif u...den i began 2 lyk u, bit by bit...so funni u noe, when we 1st met itz was as if we were enemies...wif mi teasin u n u gettin angry...

haha...we haf gone thru so much since being 2gether...i can safely sae tt wad we went thru 4 our 3 mths iz so much more den wad others haf gone thru in deir whole relationship...nw i realise tt u haf becum a part of mi life and i cant lose u nw...

ebritym we go c the furniture, i feel as thou we r married...duno if other pple c tiz hw will dey feel...bt i wan u 2 b mi wife and i luv u so so much...i juz wan 2 c u ebridae, 2 b wif u...if u r lookin 4 flowery language,i cant gif u coz u noe i m nt a person tt can sae all tt...bt frm hw i treat u n frm all e little tinks i do 4 u...i hope u can truly feel hw much i luv u...i luv u dear...pls dun ever leave mi...mayb tiz sounds abit mushy bt mi world nw spins oni bcoz of u...if u leave mi i realli duno hw i'll survive...so pls dun leave mi dear...i luv n miz u so much...*hugz* i noe we'll still luv each other as much even if we cant c each other ebridae...miz u....hope u get gd grades 4 ur ica 1...jia you! noe tt i m owaes here 4 u if u ever nid mi...miz mi k?? haha....luv u...

frm ur dearest laogong~~zt *hugz* n *muackz*

i am so proud of u!

2005-05-25T13:13:00.000+08:00

So happy tt we finally completed the blog together! it is really a great job done! let's jus each gif ourselves a pat on the back... hehe... anyway so happy tt u came all the way to nyp to accompany me to heartland mall. i noe it's kind of not convenient for u, but u still came. i am really really touched! Today we went to heartland mall to eat KFC, still like the same, forcing me to eat. But in my heart i felt really happy and sweet tt you care so much for me. I really thaynk god for having u in my life. I truly am... After the lunch, we went for a walk, walked out to the ex-interchange, and saw the showcase for funiture, so we went in to take a look, so sweet to noe tt we haf so many likings in common. hehe=) Anyway i jus wanna let u noe tt i really treasure u a lot, and i cannot lose u... i love you forever!
PS* if u notice i added new stuffs!*

Continue...

Actually i couldn't type tt much jus now, cos u r beside me my dear... so now i am adding new stuffs to this post. No words cn really express my love to u... U are part of my life now, and every emotions u haf affects me deeply. Of cos i wish u are happy everyday so i cn be happy too! hehe=p (*too mushy liao*) Anyway i noe u r still at the airport, enjoying ur meal at BK. Really enjoy my day today and i hope u too! How i wish i cn keep you by my side each day and nv let u go. I love U so much dear!

frm jesvin ur dear!=)

Total New Blog!!!!

2005-05-25T00:32:00.000+08:00

dear i finally got our blog changed! All thanks to Caroline! hehe=p I am so happy! pple if you happen to see this blog do gif me some comments! Now i am in class posting this blog, i am really feeling really bored here. Yest i had an enjoyable time, u spend almost the whole day wif my family, and i am really happy tt u enjoyed it too! i am really looking forward to seeing u later! Dear dun forget to blog ok! frm Jes=)

dear i luv u so much...

2005-05-24T03:50:00.000+08:00

even if we wun c each other 4 2 wks...i tink we'll still luv each other s much s we do nw...bt i noe i'll miz u terribly de...haiz...i realli hope 2 spend ebridae wif u...i luv u laopo...btw tiz iz mi virgin post u noe...hahhahaha......

For 2 weeks we will not be meeting...

2005-05-23T14:26:00.000+08:00

dear i am kind of upset cos we cant really meet up for the next 2 weeks. I will be very busy for the next few 2 weeks doin my pro and oso to study... i hope you dun mind ok! I will miss you so much noe! And i oso wanna remind you tt, dun forget to update the blog tt we haf... Take this as a little diary for the both of us! For the next 2 weeks i will miss so much wan! Dear must miss me too ok! Hehe!

my dear...

2005-05-20T13:08:00.000+08:00

this the first msg frm me to you in the blog...
started our journey on the 18-02-2005... hehe
i lux and miss you so much! really happy to haf you in my life!